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Friday, May 23, 2008

expressed my feelings; 10:24 PM
Alright. Was back from band camp yesterday! (: Definitely fun, but not very memorable. :/

Last day of Term 2 on Thursday, but didnt feel like closure cause well, there's still two more weeks of lessons. And I'm as busy next week as I would be during a normal school week. Talk about having virtually no holidays. :/

Got back PPR. I'm satisfied with my current results, but still, I think and must do better. I can do it, I know. (: Sigh but most of my friends are like getting not very good grades, it's as if I'm like one of the better ones in class now. I admit I'm rather intelligent, but I still work hard to achieve my goal and yeah, sometimes I wonder if I'm really mugging too hard. But I'll still work very very hard and try not to slack so much. (:

JIAYOU.

I'm very grateful for certain people who I identify as worthy competitors in certain areas of my academic life. (: Like Calida, (yes I mentioned you again) I think she's a WORTHY COMPETITOR in areas like Chem and Bio! (: And Ger, who never ever fails to make me work harder in Maths. Even though I'm sure you dont really know it. (:

Band camp! (: Sec 3 Noms was fine, really. Yiing Huey and Elysia didnt really meet up to our (Weiling, Lijie, me) expectations for the playing though. ): I was expecting them to like blow the whole band away with their wonderful playing and sightreading skills. Jupiter Hymm is nice though, I shall go find the song someday soon. (:

But still, posts for the two of them are kind of decided already, so yeah, dont be so worried that you'll like not get the post that you want and all. Both of you are really competent and the seniors know you got potential to do your posts well. ((: Jiayou okay! (:

POP is coming really really soon, and I've a jumble of feelings towards it. It's MY POP, you know. I think I'd be rather sentimental and cry. )': Yet, I know that the Horn Blue bagde will be able to lead the section really well, and it wont like just DIE after Weiling and I leave. And there's still Lijie to watch over all of you! (: I'm kind of fang xin.

Actually, I'm most worried about my dear FOURTHHORNS, cause well, it'll just be the two of them now. Without me around to guide them anymore. ): I really hope and wish that you two will buck up and improve greatly, so that SYF next year will be a blast! (: I believe I've said this before, FOURTHHORNS are the bass of the section! We must support the rest of the section, even though sometimes we can be rather insignificant in the pieces. (: Jiayou! (:

Meet-the-parents was okay, Ms Lee said quite alot of nice stuff to my dad about me. (: And she told my dad that I'd most probably HALVE my current L1R5 by Os! Daddy was rather surprised and startled, I believe. (: Yeah, hopefully I will. (:

Right. I've got one last thing to announce, and that is,

I'll be moving to LJ. (:

It's been a really nice time blogging at THENEXTRAINBOW. (: I'll miss this blog.

I'll be moving as of after POP this year. Then I'd have spent ONE YEAR at this blog. (:

But I'll still be back to visit. (: This blog holds many many memories for me. (:

cupsofmocha.lj

&enjoyment.

Monday, May 12, 2008

expressed my feelings; 7:24 AM
Actually, Ella's relationship, supposedly with gohkiatchun, is rather significant. Seeing how I'm ALWAYS game for some 八卦.

鸡婆度很高的我. (:

Yes, you're the only thing that's INSIGNIFICANT.

I dont even know how you managed to survive so many years in SN.

OMG, darn it. I'm being so freaking 八卦! I'm actually referring to a certain famous Bruneinese singer-actor using his real, birthcert name. That's the first time I've done that in writing. I usually just spout it out in front of Calida Chua.

And oh, DEATH NOTE is nice. (:

&enjoyment.

expressed my feelings; 7:08 AM
I seriously dont know what I'm doing now.

I should be either studying, getting ready to sleep, or doing something useful.

Instead, I'm sitting in front of the laptop, watching Youtube and blogging.

How wonderful.

I have a History test on Thursday, and a Bio SPA tomorrow.

I just slacked my whole weekend away without studying.

And yet I claim that I know the importance of O levels.

Someone should seriously knock some sense into my head.

I'm getting a C5 for my AMaths.

My first C since like, Term 2 or 3 last year.

And I got really pissed and irritated and annoyed with a certain someone today.

I kind of bet the whole class did.

She made my classmate, my friend CRY.

Wow.

Can you count it to be a personal attack?

Calling someone's family DYSFUNCTIONAL?

Well, literally-wise, in YOUR sense, it aint one.

But morally, SOCIALLY wise, it IS.

And you dont even get your Bible facts right.

And you claim to be a Catholic.

Wow. I'm amazed.

Plus, I'm utterly startled and amused.

ELLA CHEN JIA HUA ACTUALLY SAID SHE HAD A BOYFRIEND.

As in, her boyfriend was one of the male leads in one of the many drama serials she's acted in.

THEY WERE TOGETHER FOR ONE YEAR.

SHE WROTE A SONG ABOUT THEIR RELATIONSHIP, FOR HIM, AFTER THEIR BREAKUP.
So who's the most likely man?

WHO ELSE.

Yet he immediately says it aint him.

Hmm...

Well, truth will unveil itself someday.

If they were together at some point of time, it will all fall in place.

And I will wish them all the best.

Even though they've broken up, BUT STILL...

I believe love can be rekindled.

And I hope, wish their breakup was an amicable one. (:

A toast to them. <3

And that, that was my summary of the great insignificant things that happen in my life that I actually remember.

I'm talking about these few days.

Obviously, my being very super utterly disappointed with Stage Singapore counts as significant.

And so does my wasting of one hour on the Da Xiao Ai Chi episode featuring Rolling Love. ((:

I just so love oogling at Danson Tang. <3

Pardon me, but I think Jiro Wang's getting cuter and cuter. (:

I just hope I didnt drool.

Oh my, I think I'm in love.

With people I dont even know.

In Jamie's terms, know-KNOW. (:

&enjoyment.

music in my life.



BIBLE verse.

Since you are precious and honoured in my sight, and because I love you, I will give men in exchange for you, and people in exchange for your life.
- Isaiah 43:4

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