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Sunday, September 30, 2007
expressed my feelings; 2:22 AM
对你的思念
词：李晓媛
曲：趙潔瑩
对你永恒的回忆
想要隐藏在心里
彩虹出现那瞬间
泪滴洗净了回忆
拼命想要忘记你
但那可笑的背影
把你拉回记忆里
我已无法忘记你
从来没想过 思念的气泡 能让我缺氧
因为从那天 你看着我时 深情地对望
可我没办法 就用删除法 把你delete掉
孟婆汤没用 让我轻易的 把你给遗忘
你教我夏天的温暖
但是在你离开后 我
却学会冬天的冰冷
----
Ger's lyrics. My tune. But not fully composed yet. XD
Comments are all welcome. XD
词：李晓媛
曲：趙潔瑩
对你永恒的回忆
想要隐藏在心里
彩虹出现那瞬间
泪滴洗净了回忆
拼命想要忘记你
但那可笑的背影
把你拉回记忆里
我已无法忘记你
从来没想过 思念的气泡 能让我缺氧
因为从那天 你看着我时 深情地对望
可我没办法 就用删除法 把你delete掉
孟婆汤没用 让我轻易的 把你给遗忘
你教我夏天的温暖
但是在你离开后 我
却学会冬天的冰冷
----
Ger's lyrics. My tune. But not fully composed yet. XD
Comments are all welcome. XD
&enjoyment.
Friday, September 21, 2007
expressed my feelings; 1:53 AM
TODAY IS A VERY SPECIAL DAY.
IT IS THE DAY WHERE MY DARLING LITTLE SISTER TURNS ELEVEN.
Okay. This is called HIGH. Haha. I'm happy cause my LYN DARLING has finally grown up. She's eleven this year, TODAY. As an elder sister, I'm super happy. It shows that she's going to be a teenager soon!
Lyn's one person (probably the only one) that I have watched, am watching and will watch grow up. And I'm really grateful that God has given me this precious little darling gift to take care of, dote upon and shower much much love on. Ever since Lyn was born, she's brought that joy, hope and happiness that I can never get from anyone else, cause she's my only sibling.
I remember the day Lyn was born, and I went to Gleneagles Hospital to see her. I remember asking my mum, "Mummy, is this my brother?" We had all expected a boy previously, and my mum told me that I would have a little brother, which is why I thought that she was a boy. When my mum replied me that she was a GIRL, I was pleasantly surprised. When her gaze caught mine, I knew, from that very day on, Chew Kit Yern Marilyn and I were to be sisters. Forever.
I remember taking care of her growing up. I remember yelling for Mummy whenever Lyn tried to walk - or run, for that matter - and staying near her whenever she was playing with stuff. Looking at the old photos that I have, many many memories come flowing back. And I cherish those times.
Lyn entered Compassvale Primary, my alma mater, to my joy. Over the two years that we shared in the same school, I enjoyed the times I chuckled at her popularity among the boys in her class, chiding them silently for following Lyn around everywhere the canteen. I teased her and my classmate for having some kind of puppy love running between them, I ruffled her hair every day after school. I sensed she was growing up, into a young little girl.
I graduated from CVPS in 2004, going to St Nicks. This was when Lyn started aiming to "do as well as my Jiejie, to get in St Nicks also". She started excelling in subjects, especially doing very very well in Mathematics. Full marks and above-91s became more and more common. But me, as a girl with much passion in Chemistry and Biology, wanted her to do well in Science too. XD
Right now, Lyn's P5, and in the best class of her level. I am pretty certain she gets the same amount of phone calls, or even more, than me. Her friends look to her as a tutor, someone whom they can rely on for help in homework. Lyn's best subject still remains as Maths, and I'm proud of her for it. She's still aiming for SNGS.
Lyn, over these eleven years, has grown up. Especially in this past year, when I experienced her maturing ALOT, and basically growing up. And I want to continue being part of this young life. I have always dreamed of going out with Lyn, laughing and giggling, and sharing our deepest darkest secrets and crushes. I want to be the one she leans on and confides in during this adolescence period.
I'm ready to take on this new experience I will go through with my darling Lyn. I'm ready to lend her my shoulder when she's feeling down, and always be ready with a BIG HUG. I'm ready to be her KAOSHAN.
Lyn, even though you will inevitably be taller than me, but dont ever ever forget that you have this elder sister of yours that will ALWAYS be there for you.
Lyn Darling, I love you. <333 align="right">; the most adorable person in my life.
IT IS THE DAY WHERE MY DARLING LITTLE SISTER TURNS ELEVEN.
Okay. This is called HIGH. Haha. I'm happy cause my LYN DARLING has finally grown up. She's eleven this year, TODAY. As an elder sister, I'm super happy. It shows that she's going to be a teenager soon!
Lyn's one person (probably the only one) that I have watched, am watching and will watch grow up. And I'm really grateful that God has given me this precious little darling gift to take care of, dote upon and shower much much love on. Ever since Lyn was born, she's brought that joy, hope and happiness that I can never get from anyone else, cause she's my only sibling.
I remember the day Lyn was born, and I went to Gleneagles Hospital to see her. I remember asking my mum, "Mummy, is this my brother?" We had all expected a boy previously, and my mum told me that I would have a little brother, which is why I thought that she was a boy. When my mum replied me that she was a GIRL, I was pleasantly surprised. When her gaze caught mine, I knew, from that very day on, Chew Kit Yern Marilyn and I were to be sisters. Forever.
I remember taking care of her growing up. I remember yelling for Mummy whenever Lyn tried to walk - or run, for that matter - and staying near her whenever she was playing with stuff. Looking at the old photos that I have, many many memories come flowing back. And I cherish those times.
Lyn entered Compassvale Primary, my alma mater, to my joy. Over the two years that we shared in the same school, I enjoyed the times I chuckled at her popularity among the boys in her class, chiding them silently for following Lyn around everywhere the canteen. I teased her and my classmate for having some kind of puppy love running between them, I ruffled her hair every day after school. I sensed she was growing up, into a young little girl.
I graduated from CVPS in 2004, going to St Nicks. This was when Lyn started aiming to "do as well as my Jiejie, to get in St Nicks also". She started excelling in subjects, especially doing very very well in Mathematics. Full marks and above-91s became more and more common. But me, as a girl with much passion in Chemistry and Biology, wanted her to do well in Science too. XD
Right now, Lyn's P5, and in the best class of her level. I am pretty certain she gets the same amount of phone calls, or even more, than me. Her friends look to her as a tutor, someone whom they can rely on for help in homework. Lyn's best subject still remains as Maths, and I'm proud of her for it. She's still aiming for SNGS.
Lyn, over these eleven years, has grown up. Especially in this past year, when I experienced her maturing ALOT, and basically growing up. And I want to continue being part of this young life. I have always dreamed of going out with Lyn, laughing and giggling, and sharing our deepest darkest secrets and crushes. I want to be the one she leans on and confides in during this adolescence period.
I'm ready to take on this new experience I will go through with my darling Lyn. I'm ready to lend her my shoulder when she's feeling down, and always be ready with a BIG HUG. I'm ready to be her KAOSHAN.
Lyn, even though you will inevitably be taller than me, but dont ever ever forget that you have this elder sister of yours that will ALWAYS be there for you.
Lyn Darling, I love you. <333 align="right">; the most adorable person in my life.
&enjoyment.
Thursday, September 13, 2007
expressed my feelings; 8:03 AM
通常，让你最烦恼的事情也是使你最快乐的。
走在路上，看见那些开开心心玩耍的小孩，我开始想起小时候的童年。
那时，没有什么可以难倒我，也没有什么可以让我感到悲哀。
我就是那个快乐生活的小女生。
没有责任，没有烦恼，就这么开心地活着。
而现在呢？生活充满了烦恼，充满了许多我不习惯的事实。
每一项东西都是要我去努力，坚持，才会争取到的。
每一份作业，每一道题目，我都要花好多时间思考。
好不喜欢这种生活。
天真单纯都去了哪里？
我决定了。
我要在这个复杂、而且充满阴谋的世界里，保持我小时候的天真单纯。
我不要被这个世界污染，我不要我的生活变得阴暗。
无论如何，我都要坚持下去。
我要当阴暗里的那道明光。
----
Okay I personally think this sucks.
I cant write blogposts in Mandarin. ): But it is such an expressive language okay? I have learnt to love it ever since I fell in love with Mandopop.
DAMNIT. What is wrong with the world these days?!
Okay. That was darn random. XD
Lan Ling Wang almost DIED in Zhong Ji Yi Jia. I shrieked when that evil horrible guy pierced him with that horribly huge sword of his. )):
走在路上，看见那些开开心心玩耍的小孩，我开始想起小时候的童年。
那时，没有什么可以难倒我，也没有什么可以让我感到悲哀。
我就是那个快乐生活的小女生。
没有责任，没有烦恼，就这么开心地活着。
而现在呢？生活充满了烦恼，充满了许多我不习惯的事实。
每一项东西都是要我去努力，坚持，才会争取到的。
每一份作业，每一道题目，我都要花好多时间思考。
好不喜欢这种生活。
天真单纯都去了哪里？
我决定了。
我要在这个复杂、而且充满阴谋的世界里，保持我小时候的天真单纯。
我不要被这个世界污染，我不要我的生活变得阴暗。
无论如何，我都要坚持下去。
我要当阴暗里的那道明光。
----
Okay I personally think this sucks.
I cant write blogposts in Mandarin. ): But it is such an expressive language okay? I have learnt to love it ever since I fell in love with Mandopop.
DAMNIT. What is wrong with the world these days?!
Okay. That was darn random. XD
Lan Ling Wang almost DIED in Zhong Ji Yi Jia. I shrieked when that evil horrible guy pierced him with that horribly huge sword of his. )):
&enjoyment.
Monday, September 10, 2007
expressed my feelings; 3:28 AM
终於我明白 你的感受
看深爱的人远走
比全面失去 好过一些
记忆永远会留着
我能做的 事情一件也没有了
请别说破 最后一道沉默
无法接受 夏天一放手就堕落
破碎的冰河 往悲伤缓慢的漂流
说分手 就分手
你一定是在骗我
好让我 一夜看透
失去你我算什麽
好难过 别捉弄
还想陪你到尽头
谁需要 什麽自由
我的世界早被你垄断占有
哭也找不到 坚持理由
这是我最难过的
比全面失去 心痛一些
记忆永远会留着
----
Today, Melody finally realises why she loves SLOW EMO SONGS so much. It's cause they make me want to cry, help me simmer down from my boiling anger, and to a certain extent, comfort me.
Mandopop slow emo songs are the love. <33
Feeling, my dear! Feeling is all that matters.
Singing emo songs helps me release stress through singing my heart out and going, "Oh so sad" for every song that I hear. XD
Yup, so now I can answer you when you ask why I love slow emo songs so much. XD
看深爱的人远走
比全面失去 好过一些
记忆永远会留着
我能做的 事情一件也没有了
请别说破 最后一道沉默
无法接受 夏天一放手就堕落
破碎的冰河 往悲伤缓慢的漂流
说分手 就分手
你一定是在骗我
好让我 一夜看透
失去你我算什麽
好难过 别捉弄
还想陪你到尽头
谁需要 什麽自由
我的世界早被你垄断占有
哭也找不到 坚持理由
这是我最难过的
比全面失去 心痛一些
记忆永远会留着
----
Today, Melody finally realises why she loves SLOW EMO SONGS so much. It's cause they make me want to cry, help me simmer down from my boiling anger, and to a certain extent, comfort me.
Mandopop slow emo songs are the love. <33
Feeling, my dear! Feeling is all that matters.
Singing emo songs helps me release stress through singing my heart out and going, "Oh so sad" for every song that I hear. XD
Yup, so now I can answer you when you ask why I love slow emo songs so much. XD