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Friday, November 30, 2007

expressed my feelings; 9:28 PM
OKAY. The darling melodychew has finally, finally changed her blogskin.

You must be thinking, 'It's so plainnn! How can it be the blogskin of Melody Chew?!'

But it is. Haha. XD

I was getting a little bored of the previous blogskin. Sigh. But then, I kind of predict that perhaps I wont live with this blogskin for very long. Might change to another very soon. (:

You never ever know. (:

Anyway, I HAVE TO DO MY HOMEWORK.

And my whole holiday is, and will continue to be, revolving around children! That I love. <3

Kay. Back to Chemistry.

&enjoyment.

Friday, November 23, 2007

expressed my feelings; 7:13 AM
我不会唱歌 - 罗志祥

这首为你点播的歌
如果我先哭了
怎么唱到最后

是的感情不是K歌
音阶一字不漏
不见得感动

我也懂拿Mic的手不能颤抖
曾握着就能感受你比我难过
谁写的歌词那么适合放手
我怎能舍不得

我努力唱完主歌
我忘了走音没有
我到底 哭什么 哭什么
明明搞笑的

我努力唱好朋友
我忘了是谁哭了
就算你 不记得 这首歌
唱完的 是我

我努力唱完这歌
我忘了破音没有
你心里 触动的 下一首
已经不是我

我努力唱到嘶吼
我不怕剩我一个
只要你 能记得 这首歌
给我最 爱的
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DARN IT. This song totally rocks. And I almost cried okay. Show Luo Zhi Xiang rocks. He totally rocks. Totally rocks. I love this song of his!!!

All Xiao Zhu fans should seriously be happy now. Cause this Fahrenheit fan has, due to watching 娱乐百分百 every single day, started liking Show Luo. Be happy.

Anyway, 我不会唱歌's not the only song of Xiao Zhu's that I like. I like 好朋友 and 自我催眠 too. I like his slow songs more than the fast ones. BUTBUT 一枝独秀 is super nice! Zhuwei agrees with me. XD

Okay shall go and sleep now. Kingone Wang's autograph session tomorrow! ((:

&enjoyment.

expressed my feelings; 6:25 AM
From now on, when you enter this blog, the first thing you HEAR will no longer be Fahrenheit. XD

No, I have not BIAN XIN and like thrown them into a far away corner of my heart. They're still there. XD

But currently, I like this song a super lot. Show Luo's Wo Bu Hui Chang Ge.

It's nice and superbly touching. XD

Science Centre Bio Talk today was boring. Jasmine Toh Ethel and I didnt understand what that ang moh was talking about. (: I know it's something on DECODING THE HUMAN GENE. That's all.

&enjoyment.

Friday, November 16, 2007

expressed my feelings; 5:07 AM
SCHOOL'S OUT.
HOLIDAYS ARE HERE.

I say that with much happiness, and as much relief I can muster. Although there is that tinge of disbelief. And that poke in my heart that actually school's not over yet. :/

I seriously cannot believe what a year it has been. Busy, definitely. But hasnt it been TOO busy? There were times that the days and weeks and months just zoomed pass like that Maglev train in Shanghai, at 430km/h. I wanted to scream "STOP". Only if I could, like that guy from Heroes, who can make time move according to his will. I think so. Never really watched the show, just the commercials.

I realised that even though I did take time to slow down for awhile and enjoy the scenarios that I was experiencing in my hectic life, there is just this period of time that remains foggy in my memory. Perhaps it's cause I dont want to remember it ever again.

I'm kind of drifting back to the days of that Nanjing-Shanghai trip with QiuZu. I like reminiscing them. They were one of the best days of my life. No doubt short, only around nine days, but still fulfilling and enriching. That trip made me realise exactly how many close friends I had, and those that I could really count on.

Then the first outburst of that period creeps into my mind. I dont want to remember it. It was just a super dark and depressing period for me, and since I've already patched it up, I dont want to keep that hurt and anger in my mind and heart anymore. I'm enjoying life as it is now.

EOYs really flew past like WHOOSH. The only things I can remember is that I studied pretty hard. Apparently not hard enough though. Not doing better for EOYs might be the only thing that I regret this year.

And I remember that day and night. Being crazy and all. Screaming till my voice turned hoarse and eating so much pi pa gao after that. Queueing up for 8 to 9 hours straight. Being pushed around and squeezed so much that I kind of got squashed. But then in the end feeling that it was really all worth it. Cause that happiness you get, seriously, even though it's pretty short term, but at least, I saw them in person. Still can remember how he looks like in person.

Oh well. At least I've done much this year. I should really give myself some rest and relax for these six weeks I have. Must cherish them, before the even more hectic year of being a Secondary Four starts.

Secondary Four. OMG. I totally cannot believe I'm going to be SEC FOUR next year. I still can remember my first day of Sec One please!

2008 will be an even busier year.

Jiayou.

&enjoyment.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

expressed my feelings; 5:16 AM
If you think Wu Chun is the nicest and most gentlemanly one out of Fahrenheit, THINK AGAIN...



HAHA. Okay. I shall stop being random and crazy and high. But OMG this rocks okay.

This is why I love GONG ZHU XIAO MEI.

And I dont want it to freaking end. There's like only ONE more episode left. Then Gong Zhu Xiao Mei's like gone. Long long gone. *Wails*

I want Nan Feng Cai.
I want Nan Feng Ying.
I want Nan Feng Jin.
I want Nan Feng Lin.
I want Xiao Mai.
I want Gong Mo Li. Yes she is nice okay. And she's cute to a certain extent. (:

Anyway, this is just to entertain people who read my blog and bother to even let the videos load.

Actually, they're just for ME lah. XD But of course you can watch them! No problem!



Wu Zun and his superby gorgeous muscles! <33



Aaron Yan! And Jiro Wang! Superb, as usual. <33 (Aaron, but Jiro too, just lesser)

&enjoyment.

Sunday, November 4, 2007

expressed my feelings; 5:20 AM
Today Pastor Philip Huan spoke about Your Unsaved Loved Ones. He spoke about the questions that are buried deep in our Unsaved Loved Ones' hearts. It was a really really really inspiring sermon, and made me want to reach out to my friends, those who are not saved.

And he shared this passage. John 6:27-40.

A few verses from this long passage.

Jesus answered, "The work of God is this: to believe in the one he has sent." - John 6:29

Then Jesus declared, "I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty." - John 6:35

"And this is the will of him who sent me, that I shall lose none of all that he has given me, but raise them up at the last day. For my Father's will is that everyone who looks to the Son and believes in him shall have eternal life, and I will raise him up at the last day." - John 6:39-40

Powerful verses. Actually there's much that I can write on this topic, but I guess there's already enough cheemology to read here, so I'll spare you all for now. (:

Anyway, I dedicated some of my close friends to God, that He will touch them and I will be able to bring them to the Father.

I'll be praying.

&enjoyment.

Friday, November 2, 2007

expressed my feelings; 8:38 PM
OH YES! -Smiles really widely-

My un-bolded font is back! I FINALLY realised what was wrong with my coding! So it turns out it was my mistake after all, and not the whole coding going bonkers! I forgot to put the [unbold code] after the Birthday Wishlist code... That's whyyy.

HAHA. So dumb right. XP

Okay shall search youtube for any videos that are appealing to me, so I can tide away my time! Until like 12 plus when I have to go to church. XD

&enjoyment.

expressed my feelings; 8:23 AM
Okay I really shouldnt be here now cause it's already 11.24pm and I'm singing for YA tomorrow. But still...

that crazy girl sitting in the middle of threewisdomohseven. definitely has infatuations with certain intelligent and cute and shuai guys in different boybands. one of the biggest must be with CALVINchenyiru from Fahrenheit. craps and randoms alot in school. loves her darling french horn. can be very zilian at times and very egoistic. cherishes her friends like siao. best to just leave her like that cos she does have her emo times. what else can i say? this is the melodramatic and the melodious, the MELODY of life. XD

The above is basically what I describe myself to be in my wordpress and xanga blogs, even though they're like stagnant and I only created them for fun. But yeah. That's how I really describe myself.

And I find that it's really true. I'm just this really crazy random and crap girl who doesnt really want to grow up, and laughs alot and likes to act cute. But there is also this other side of me who is like matured, intelligent, and loves to think and talk like an adult.

I dont know. Split personality?

I'm different with different groups of people. With friends, of course I will be able to go crazy and all, cause that's how they know me! With adults and zhang bei men, I will be really like this fifteen-year-old matured intelligent teenage girl that has her own opinions and all. Really that's what people said about me before.

I guess the few people who see both my sides is my close close friends, and my family. And those of you who read my blog, cause I show the real me in here. 就是赤裸裸的我。(It's an expression lah.)

So yeah. Dont find it very weird if you see me all quiet and perhaps unfriendly or something. I'm really not like that. It's just one part of me. XD

Also, I realised a pattern in the guys that I like in boybands! I like the guy in the boyband that has the least fans and not the most popular one or anything. Actually I favour the most popular one the least. (: Weird right?

From Jason Hsu, to Calvin Chen, to A-Wei (BBT)... And I cant really remember what other boyband I liked before... KOne? 183 Club? These two not counted cause I like JR and Sam Wang. They're the more popular ones...

Anyway. I really really need to sleep now. I have to SING tomorrow!
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[ edit ]

Psalm 91 (KJV)

1 He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High
Shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.
2 I will say of the Lord, "He is my refuge and my fortress;
My God, in Him I will trust."

3 Surely He shall deliver you from the snare of the fowler
And from the perilous pestilence,
4 He shall cover you with His feathers,
And under His wings you shall take refuge;
His truth shall be your shield and buckler.
5 You shall not be afraid of the terror by night,
Nor of the arrow that flies by day,
6 Nor of the pestilence that walks in darkness,
Nor of the destruction that lays waste and noonday.

7 A thousand may fall at your side,
And ten thousand at your right hand;
But it shall not come near you.
8 Only with your eyes shall you look,
And see the reward of the wicked.

9 Because you have made the Lord, who is my refuge,
Even the Most High, your habitation,
10 No evil shall befall you,
Nor shall any plague come near your dwelling;
11 For He shall give His angels charge over you,
To keep you in all your ways.
12 They shall bear you up in their hands,
Lest you dash your foot against a stone.
13 You shall tread upon the lion and the cobra,
The young lion and the serpent you shall trample underfoot.
14 Because he has set his love upon Me, therefore I will deliver him;
I will set him on high, because he has known My name.
15 He shall call upon Me, and I will answer him;
I will be with him in trouble;
I will deliver him and honor him.
16 With long life I will satisfy him,
And show him My salvation.

Super encouraging Psalm. Daddy says all Christians should memorise it.

Okay. Really, seriously. NIGHT.

[ /edit ]

&enjoyment.

expressed my feelings; 7:25 AM
I have SUCH an adorable sister. She highly amuses me plus makes me quite 羡慕 of her. HEH.

Lyn my darling little sister set up her blog two days ago. (Link in the sidebar!) And today, on the third day of it being set up, she actually like proclaimed that she's in love. WOW. XD

And she told me to read it!

Okay, I know many people know that Lyn and I are like super darn close and super loving and super confiding in each other (actually it's she that confides in me more). If you dont, then now you know. (: So yeah, of course I will know that she's like AI MEI-ing with this boy from church.

This boy, in my opinion as an elder sister, is adorable too! He's Lyn's age, and perfectly suits what I think Lyn's future boyfriend should be like. And actually I personally feel that he and Lyn are so PEI with each other! I think they rock together. Heh heh.

And sometimes, just as a passing comment, I would say, "You know, if he was my age or a few years older, I would actually like him."

Lyn's taste is not very different from mine. XD

BUT. I'm not supposed to suggest anything or encourage Lyn. Cause Mummy doesnt want both of us to have a boyfriend at such a young age, and I believe in Youth Ablaze's NC16 rule. No BGR before 16.

So Lyn Darling, you have to wait another FIVE years! Jiayou! Aiyah actually five years is nothing. You've already waited five years! Another five wont hurt. XD

In the meantime, I shall be the one taking care of you and shielding you. Before your future boyfriend takes over. XD

; 我想当公主,你爱的公主。

&enjoyment.

Thursday, November 1, 2007

expressed my feelings; 7:33 AM



I shall comment on this video. Heh heh.

This is Fahrenheit's BEST live performance! Even though I admit that it's not really wowing and awesome or what, but at least it has reached the point of being on-tune and on-pitch! And to tell the truth, their live chording and harmony is NOT BAD.

But still, they do have space (alot, perhaps) for improvement! Hopefully the next time I hear them they will have improved.

Also, Aaron Yan's high notes are nice. I look forward to the rest of them hitting high notes too. XD Especially Jiro. Cause his voice's nice too.

And lastly, I really really love that part where Aaron goes, "不怕空白 我继续 等待"... And then Jiro, Chun and Calvin all echo him. DAMN NICE.

Okay. Thou shalt go and brush thy teeth. Then thou shalt lie on thy lovely bed and fall into a deep amazing sleep. XD

&enjoyment.

music in my life.



BIBLE verse.

Since you are precious and honoured in my sight, and because I love you, I will give men in exchange for you, and people in exchange for your life.
- Isaiah 43:4

i'm just me.

melody.
260992.
CHIJSNGS.
yellowbadge.
classofTWENTYOHEIGHT.
FOURWISDOMIANoheight.
SNSB.
hornsection.
FOURTHhorns.

12 reasons to smile.
God.
family.
friends.
FAHRENHEIT.
myGOLDhorn.
DARKchocolate.
MANGOmilktea.
mocha.
anythingTERIYAKI.
sleeping.
eating.
slacking.

talk; i'll listen.



pengyous.

GEMZ <333
GEMZffreview
QIUZU
snsbfrenchHORNS <33
TimesTwo <33

onegraciansohfive
threewisdomohseven <33

wordpress blog
previous blogger blog
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adeline
beverly
calida
celia
elysia
emily <333
faith
geraldine <333
gerlene
gloria
graceHO
graceLEUNG
hiutung
huiwei
jasCHUA
jasTOH
joelle
marilyn <333
panshin
rachel
rachel
regina
shanna
shu-en
tracy
yanzhu
yingying
zhuwei <333

random.

I'm somewhere studying.
Seriously.

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