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I dont know what's happening. But I really want to find out. I want to understand. I want to help.

Reading Lyn's blog like enlightens me so much on her life as a growing teen. I never expected her to face so many problems, especially with friendship, and so many different emotions. I never expected her to be so hated by her school friends, so disliked by people she actually calls "good friends" and so hurt by all the stupid words that people hurl at her.

I never expected her to be so badly influenced by the world.

I noticed she's been picking up little little vulgarities that I'm sure her friends use. Like she called the guy at the carpark gantry stupid, and I agree with Mummy that someone who's doing his job aint stupid at all. And today, she totally got her flare up and called us - Dad, Mummy and me - suckers. Like WHAT THE?!

Nowadays she gets angry and irritated so easily. It's not like I dont, but still. Her fuse is really short now. And I dont remember being so tantrum-throwing when I was her age. Though I still did and do throw tantrums. Whoops. :/

I really hope she gets over all this.

I dont want to see Lyn like that.

Did I not do enough in encouraging her?
Did I not show concern towards her?
Did I hurt her and make her feel like she's not important when I brushed her away?
Did she actually want to confide in me, only to be given an excuse?
Did I not lend her my shoulder when she needed one to cry upon?
Was I not supportive enough?
Did I give her unnecessary stress?

I guess, being concerned and encouraging her is one of the few things that I can do to egg her on toward her PSLE.

I'd rather lose some sleep or study time than lose my close relationship with my only sibling.

I want Lyn to know that I love her deeply, and that I'll ALWAYS be there for her.

In the past, now, and in the future.

Always.

That's my promise to you, Lyn, and it shall remain a promise through life.

Cause CHEWs, especially those educated in St Nicks, dont break promises.

Hold, or cut bow-strings. (:

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TEN.
NINE.
EIGHT.
SEVEN.
SIX.
FIVE.
FOUR.
THREE.
TWO.
ONE.

St Nicholas Girls' School was instantly drowned in a ocean of CHEERS.

Dr William Tan crossed the finishing line.

WE DID IT.

CHIJ ST NICHOLAS GIRLS' SCHOOL HAS BROKEN THE RECORD.

THE WORLD RECORD.

THAT ONE IN THE GUINESS BOOK OF WORLD RECORDS.

I almost cried.

St Nicks has broken the record for the MOST NUMBER OF PARTICIPANTS RUNNING A 4 X 100 METRE RELAY OVER 24 HOURS. And also the longest distance run on a 400m track over 24 hours, that one in the Singapore Book of Records. XD

And we beat the previous record set by some High School in UK by about 1000 people!!! ONE THOUSAND.

It's going to be something I remember FOR LIFE. How I participated in the world record breaking run of ST NICHOLAS.

All the worrying, wasting of outgoing call time, cheering, screaming, it was WORTH IT. Sounds cliche, but

I LOVE CHIJ ST NICHOLAS GIRLS' SCHOOL.

Yesterday's FIESTA was superbly WHOO! I cant find another word to describe it. (: So many people came, and it was SUCH a memorable experience that I will take with me when I leave this DARLING SCHOOL of mine.

Oh wow. I'm already SECONDARY FOUR. Yesterday I saw Gloria, then I was like reminded of my Sec One days. Dear dear me. From the youngest in the Secondary section to the DA JIEs of the whole school. ((:

Also, SECONDARY FOUR WISDOM did a really OWNING job yesterday! Nachos and Fries, ALL SOLD OUT.

I really LOVE LOVE LOVE FOURWISDOMOHEIGHT. I think we're a super bonded class! WHOO. I'll never ever ever forget you people. ALL THIRTY-SEVEN OF YOU. And Ms Lee of course. ((:

Pictures another day! I'm lazy to upload them. (:

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I guess sometimes just reading a lovely book and ditching your studies is pretty relaxing. Though I seem to be doing that nowadays. Darn.

I'm not supposed to be here, but I got the laptop from my sister for awhile. Sheesh. I should be studying. Like my Os arent next year you know. They're like. REALLY REALLY SOON.

SIGH. But it's a long weekend, and I'm still not out of holiday mood yet. Freak. And, I still have homework to do. Like one more essay question of MSND. :/

Still, IT'S EASTER. ((: Enjoyable. (: Cause well, Cal and Cheng came to my church yesterday for Youth Easter Service, and it was pretty fun. (: The drama was really nice. I shall consider joining Drama Team (is it still called Dramatique?) after my Os. Yeah. All I can say is, THEY'RE IMPROVED.

But I guess it's the annual repetition of the story and the fact that I know everyone in the cast that leaves me rather... Untouched. :/ Easter is a time for reflection, and I personally used to cry much during church dramas. Especially Easter and Christmas. (:

Oh well. What I know I must do is to bring lost souls back to God. (:

Calida's coming back next Sunday! Haha, maybe I should ask Cheng to come for the Sports Day thingy as well. ((:

I LOVE MY FRIENDS. <333

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OH MY GOSH.

MY INTERNET'S BACK.

I am so freaking HAPPYYYYY.

Like my internet's back on my laptop! Oh WOW.

So yeah! Here come YOUTUBE and WINGLIN and BLOGGER.

OH YESHHHHH.

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Ooh. It's been such a long time since I last blogged. Like two weeks. (:

Oh well. HOLIDAYS are here, once again. After the gruelling ten weeks that WE (all Sec Fours) endured, we're facing another of our holidays! Which I really am deciding to enjoy, before all the REAL STRESS starts pounding in. ):

Finished a book over the weekend! It's good, seeing how I usually take a really long time to finish books, especially those of this suspense and mystery genre. The last time, I took four days to complete The Au Pairs, and that's chick lit. (:

Um, yeah! I really enjoyed the book - THE SURGEON by Tess Gerritsen. Loaned to me by dear CHUA, who spent most of last and this week in hospital and home. I hope her platelet count's much much better now. I can donate platelets to you, but I'm afraid it will cause agglutination. (:

Anyway, The Surgeon kept me so thrilled and in suspense the whole time I was reading it. I couldnt really put it down. :/ But when I did, HEH. (: I'm more disciplined now, okay. And I kinda understand when Cheng mentioned the other day that The Surgeon's gay. Ookay. (:

Oh! And FLAG DAY yesterday was pretty fun! What with the staring/glaring at MEOW HIGH BOYS and the eating of yu jia kuey and onion rings, and the lousy singing and everything! HAHA. (: And I realised I really need to sing more. Much more. My voice aint as toned and nice as it should be. ):

And I'm pretty envious of my little sister, LYN. Cause well, she has her own STUDY GROUP, in which she hangs out with her friends and most likely still ends up studying. (: She planned a meeting for I-have-no-idea-when, and like sent an email or something to her girlfriends! Like WOW.

Her study discipline's so much better than mine. (: Frankly, I dont remember studying so much or doing so many assessment books when I was in P6. But well, I guess I have the brains haha. (:

I need to start having more control of my indulging in wants, like TV and other stuff. Mainly TV though, since I dont really have much access to the Internet. Laptop's derived of Internet. BOO. I'm using my dad's notebook, anyway. (:

Yeahh so I guess I shall go and sleep now. I have to go back to school tomorrow. :/

MATHS AND CHEM TOMORROW. (:

*Says MATH in MEL-STYLE, with lots of 鼻音.*

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