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Sunday, June 24, 2007
expressed my feelings; 5:45 AM
I hence shall now announce a very sad news.
TOMORROW IS THE START OF TERM THREE.
-Bursts out in tears-
And here is the even sadder news.
IT IS LESS THAN TWELVE HOURS AWAY.
-Wails-
But let us all be very OPTIMISTIC and look at it this way:
LET'S ENJOY THE LAST ELEVEN HOURS OF HOLIDAY!
This is the end of my post. I'm going to start becoming busy. Poof, so here comes my half-hiatus-half-active time of the year.
Mel's going on a journeyyyy! To Chinese 'O's and EOYs and nice results at the end of the year! XD
TOMORROW IS THE START OF TERM THREE.
-Bursts out in tears-
And here is the even sadder news.
IT IS LESS THAN TWELVE HOURS AWAY.
-Wails-
But let us all be very OPTIMISTIC and look at it this way:
LET'S ENJOY THE LAST ELEVEN HOURS OF HOLIDAY!
This is the end of my post. I'm going to start becoming busy. Poof, so here comes my half-hiatus-half-active time of the year.
Mel's going on a journeyyyy! To Chinese 'O's and EOYs and nice results at the end of the year! XD
&enjoyment.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
expressed my feelings; 7:55 PM
LSBC CHURCH CAMP 2007: RE-ENCOUNTERING GOD.
There's only one thing I can say: WOW.
Our speaker Pastor Mike Connell is really one of our best camp speakers ever! I felt the Holy Spirit every single day in the camp. The atmosphere was just so wonderful! And everyone really desired for more of God. Due to Pastor Mike's inspirations maybe.
SUNDAY (DAY ONE)
Father's Day! Set off early early early in the morning, at about 9am? But before that there was service too. So yep, boarded the coach and set off towards Berjaya Times Square, Kuala Lumpur!
Reached KL only at about 8pm plus because the coach company had some misunderstanding with the sub-contractor, so the coach was LATE. And believe it or not, I actually maxed out the battery of my mp3. Which doesnt usually happen in one day. XD Went for dinner at the hotel. It was sumptuous okay! I love chocolate cake. XD
No message that night, but we had worship. And after that Vicky and I went down to the shopping centre to buy supper! To our horror (actually mine) the 7-eleven was already closed! It's supposed to be 24 hour right... But it was closed at like 11pm plus! So sad. So Vicky ended up buying KFC. Which I koped. XD
MONDAY (DAY TWO)
Breakfast in the morning was nice too! Lyn and I kind of overslept cos we slept really late the previous day. Truth is, we overslept every single day there! Sleeping late doesnt do alot of help lah. Drank coffee, which was actually not very nice lah. Bland. But it kept me awake.
Message one was on Disappointment. Pastor Mike talked about disappointment and the steps to getting out of disappointment. There was so much knowledge that I gathered from his messages. Like I kept on taking notes. XD Discussion with lovable TIMESTWO afterwards was great! Oh man the guys in TimesTwo are really funny and lame and all. Shared quite alot. XD
Lunch. There was chocolate pudding! <3 About 3/4 of all those there went out for Altar Call. I was really touched by the overwhelming presence of God. Friends got delivered from their addictions, evil spirits in their lives, and were deeply cleansed. Me too. I got slain. And received a word from God.
My purpose in life is to be a MUSICIAN. To use my musical gifts to bring others to Christ. I want to serve God and reach out to my prebeliever friends in school! I will use my musical gifts to touch others and bring them to God. Dinner. Then worship and message two! On Being Baptized In The Holy Spirit. Basically Pastor Mike gave us some examples of encounters with God in the Bible and Jesus' Promise to us. There was an Altar Call for those who wanted to receive the gift of tongues, and Hanyu went up. And I think she got it.
TUESDAY (DAY THREE)
Woke up late again. (: Had breakfast, coffee again. (: Then had worship! Oh yah, we also had this morning exercise called Morning Glory, but the camp comm made a typo mistake in the camp booklet and the exercise turned out to by Morning GORY. What a typo.
Then had message three! Pastor Mike talked about Freedom Encounters in the Bible as well as simple steps to set us free from all our problems and sort. Pastor Mike also told us about the different ways that demons could get into our lives, which was previously shared about by Uncle Daniel Lim during Youth Ablaze.
Lunch out. Went to a food court in Berjaya Times Square; and I had Italian food! Which rocks! I like the cream haha. Whoops. I'm supposed to be losing weight. XP Okay then after that Daddy was "paid" to go with the four little girls (Lyn and her three friends, all under 12 years old) to the Indoor Amusement Park! And I was pulled along too. Actually I wanted to go lah. XD So I was like the DAJIE among the little girls. Whoosh. Mummy and the other adults went shopping.
The Amusement Park was not too bad lah! I've been there before in P6 (Went there for church camp also) but then I was too short that time to take most of the rides... HUMPH. So now I'm tall enough! And I took most of the rides that the little girls took lah. They are really hyper man! I feel like I'm getting old when I'm around them. Met some Sec Ones and Twos with their cell leader there. Yep. I took the roller coaster TWICE. It's quite shiok lah. XD
Dinner. NO CHOCOLATE CAKE. ): But I still managed to stay awake lah. And I got high by other means. Because it was HOLY SPIRIT NIGHT!!! -High- After some worship, Pastor Mike just started describing some specific needs and asked for these people to come out and be prayed for. Hanyu and I were like just, "Oh wow." I could really feel the presence of God in the function room.
Then Pastor Mike started calling out different groups of people with needs ranging from deliverance to healing. And so many people went out. But I didnt really feel the Holy Spirit prompting me to go out, so I just stayed at the back and prayed in tongues. During the deliverance part, there were many many people who screamed and shouted when Pastor Mike was praying. And these sounds sounded devillish okay. According to Abigail my cell mate, she just opened her mouth, and it came out. And it's not her. Doesnt sound like her.
Later on, I went to the Children's Room, where they were having their own Holy Spirit Night with Pastor Nicholas. I saw Lyn standing there, shivering all over, crying, and prayed for her. I knew that she was encountering God too. She received the gift of tongues, and I heard later on that she was slain too. I love her so much. <333 And Hanyu also got the gift of tongues, very surely! Vanessa and Isabel (my two Sec Two god-sisters) were also delivered and healed. And two cell mates got the gift of tongues too yeah? PRAISE GOD!!!
God was really working in that place. The presence of God was just so strong. The last call by Pastor Mike was for everyone. He wanted to anoint all of us with oil and asked for the Holy Spirit to come upon us. I felt the Holy Spirit so strongly that I fell. I feel renewed and like my life has changed. I've changed because I've been rebaptized with the Holy Spirit. It's in me now. And I'm enjoying it.
I think everyone basked in the glorious presence of God that night. PRAISE GOD!!!
WEDNESDAY (DAY FOUR)
Woke up really late! And there was cell breakfast okay. Whoosh so went down like half-awake. And found out I was the only girl there! The others came later. After breakfast there was the Kid's Item! Pastor Nicholas is actually better than I thought! Lyn was so active! And I like one of their songs. XD
Had the last message of the camp; message four on Productivity. Pastor Mike spoke on The Parable Of The Talents, a prophetic parable. He inspired me to fulfil my purpose on Earth; which is to further the Kingdom Of God! Was really touched. XD
Lunch and Home Sweet Home!
This marks the end of Church Camp 2007. RE-ENCOUNTERING GOD.
----
So no matter
What they say they can't take
My Jesus away
Woo-wah!
The kid's song that I like! The actions are cute too. XD
----
A last word: Fahrenheit needs deliverance. Pastor Mike should go look for them. (Cos he works in Taiwan)
----
There's only one thing I can say: WOW.
Our speaker Pastor Mike Connell is really one of our best camp speakers ever! I felt the Holy Spirit every single day in the camp. The atmosphere was just so wonderful! And everyone really desired for more of God. Due to Pastor Mike's inspirations maybe.
SUNDAY (DAY ONE)
Father's Day! Set off early early early in the morning, at about 9am? But before that there was service too. So yep, boarded the coach and set off towards Berjaya Times Square, Kuala Lumpur!
Reached KL only at about 8pm plus because the coach company had some misunderstanding with the sub-contractor, so the coach was LATE. And believe it or not, I actually maxed out the battery of my mp3. Which doesnt usually happen in one day. XD Went for dinner at the hotel. It was sumptuous okay! I love chocolate cake. XD
No message that night, but we had worship. And after that Vicky and I went down to the shopping centre to buy supper! To our horror (actually mine) the 7-eleven was already closed! It's supposed to be 24 hour right... But it was closed at like 11pm plus! So sad. So Vicky ended up buying KFC. Which I koped. XD
MONDAY (DAY TWO)
Breakfast in the morning was nice too! Lyn and I kind of overslept cos we slept really late the previous day. Truth is, we overslept every single day there! Sleeping late doesnt do alot of help lah. Drank coffee, which was actually not very nice lah. Bland. But it kept me awake.
Message one was on Disappointment. Pastor Mike talked about disappointment and the steps to getting out of disappointment. There was so much knowledge that I gathered from his messages. Like I kept on taking notes. XD Discussion with lovable TIMESTWO afterwards was great! Oh man the guys in TimesTwo are really funny and lame and all. Shared quite alot. XD
Lunch. There was chocolate pudding! <3 About 3/4 of all those there went out for Altar Call. I was really touched by the overwhelming presence of God. Friends got delivered from their addictions, evil spirits in their lives, and were deeply cleansed. Me too. I got slain. And received a word from God.
My purpose in life is to be a MUSICIAN. To use my musical gifts to bring others to Christ. I want to serve God and reach out to my prebeliever friends in school! I will use my musical gifts to touch others and bring them to God. Dinner. Then worship and message two! On Being Baptized In The Holy Spirit. Basically Pastor Mike gave us some examples of encounters with God in the Bible and Jesus' Promise to us. There was an Altar Call for those who wanted to receive the gift of tongues, and Hanyu went up. And I think she got it.
TUESDAY (DAY THREE)
Woke up late again. (: Had breakfast, coffee again. (: Then had worship! Oh yah, we also had this morning exercise called Morning Glory, but the camp comm made a typo mistake in the camp booklet and the exercise turned out to by Morning GORY. What a typo.
Then had message three! Pastor Mike talked about Freedom Encounters in the Bible as well as simple steps to set us free from all our problems and sort. Pastor Mike also told us about the different ways that demons could get into our lives, which was previously shared about by Uncle Daniel Lim during Youth Ablaze.
Lunch out. Went to a food court in Berjaya Times Square; and I had Italian food! Which rocks! I like the cream haha. Whoops. I'm supposed to be losing weight. XP Okay then after that Daddy was "paid" to go with the four little girls (Lyn and her three friends, all under 12 years old) to the Indoor Amusement Park! And I was pulled along too. Actually I wanted to go lah. XD So I was like the DAJIE among the little girls. Whoosh. Mummy and the other adults went shopping.
The Amusement Park was not too bad lah! I've been there before in P6 (Went there for church camp also) but then I was too short that time to take most of the rides... HUMPH. So now I'm tall enough! And I took most of the rides that the little girls took lah. They are really hyper man! I feel like I'm getting old when I'm around them. Met some Sec Ones and Twos with their cell leader there. Yep. I took the roller coaster TWICE. It's quite shiok lah. XD
Dinner. NO CHOCOLATE CAKE. ): But I still managed to stay awake lah. And I got high by other means. Because it was HOLY SPIRIT NIGHT!!! -High- After some worship, Pastor Mike just started describing some specific needs and asked for these people to come out and be prayed for. Hanyu and I were like just, "Oh wow." I could really feel the presence of God in the function room.
Then Pastor Mike started calling out different groups of people with needs ranging from deliverance to healing. And so many people went out. But I didnt really feel the Holy Spirit prompting me to go out, so I just stayed at the back and prayed in tongues. During the deliverance part, there were many many people who screamed and shouted when Pastor Mike was praying. And these sounds sounded devillish okay. According to Abigail my cell mate, she just opened her mouth, and it came out. And it's not her. Doesnt sound like her.
Later on, I went to the Children's Room, where they were having their own Holy Spirit Night with Pastor Nicholas. I saw Lyn standing there, shivering all over, crying, and prayed for her. I knew that she was encountering God too. She received the gift of tongues, and I heard later on that she was slain too. I love her so much. <333 And Hanyu also got the gift of tongues, very surely! Vanessa and Isabel (my two Sec Two god-sisters) were also delivered and healed. And two cell mates got the gift of tongues too yeah? PRAISE GOD!!!
God was really working in that place. The presence of God was just so strong. The last call by Pastor Mike was for everyone. He wanted to anoint all of us with oil and asked for the Holy Spirit to come upon us. I felt the Holy Spirit so strongly that I fell. I feel renewed and like my life has changed. I've changed because I've been rebaptized with the Holy Spirit. It's in me now. And I'm enjoying it.
I think everyone basked in the glorious presence of God that night. PRAISE GOD!!!
WEDNESDAY (DAY FOUR)
Woke up really late! And there was cell breakfast okay. Whoosh so went down like half-awake. And found out I was the only girl there! The others came later. After breakfast there was the Kid's Item! Pastor Nicholas is actually better than I thought! Lyn was so active! And I like one of their songs. XD
Had the last message of the camp; message four on Productivity. Pastor Mike spoke on The Parable Of The Talents, a prophetic parable. He inspired me to fulfil my purpose on Earth; which is to further the Kingdom Of God! Was really touched. XD
Lunch and Home Sweet Home!
This marks the end of Church Camp 2007. RE-ENCOUNTERING GOD.
----
So no matter
What they say they can't take
My Jesus away
Woo-wah!
The kid's song that I like! The actions are cute too. XD
----
A last word: Fahrenheit needs deliverance. Pastor Mike should go look for them. (Cos he works in Taiwan)
----
For we are God's workmanship,
created in Christ Jesus to do good works,
which God prepared in advance for us to do.
- Ephesians 2:10
&enjoyment.
Friday, June 15, 2007
expressed my feelings; 12:29 AM
Okay can you let me be for this post? Just for this post only. Cos I'm pretty zi high now.
I HAVE NO HARD FEELINGS OKAY.
When I was browsing blogs just now, I realised that there's quite alot of people who havent finished homework yet, and some havent even started. And then I woke up to the fact that I finished all my homework already! Okay most of it. Fine.
But it's like why does everyone leave holiday homework to the last ten days in the hols? And they still complain there's not enough time to finish homework or there's too much homework? Like HUH?! I thought that holiday homework should be finished in like the first one or two weeks of hols... Then after that relax!
And then now when I'm free no one else is. (WE HAVE HOMEWORK TO DO YOU KNOW!) So here I am watching youtube cos I dont really have the stress of homework left on me. I'm laughing and zi-highing about Calvin Chen Yi Ru. What a thing to do.
I love my daddy for pushing pushing pushing me to do my homework the past two weeks. So I can relax now. XD
I'm xin zai le huo-ing. Forgive me.
Anyway, I'll be overseas in Church Camp from 17 June to 20 June! I'm going back to KL again. It's a well-deserved holiday for my hard work the past two weeks. XD
To all my friends and classmates who need to finish the homework:
Sometimes even if you dont have motivation or inspiration to do homework, just force yourself to lah! It helps to listen to music though. XD
JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOU!
I HAVE NO HARD FEELINGS OKAY.
When I was browsing blogs just now, I realised that there's quite alot of people who havent finished homework yet, and some havent even started. And then I woke up to the fact that I finished all my homework already! Okay most of it. Fine.
But it's like why does everyone leave holiday homework to the last ten days in the hols? And they still complain there's not enough time to finish homework or there's too much homework? Like HUH?! I thought that holiday homework should be finished in like the first one or two weeks of hols... Then after that relax!
And then now when I'm free no one else is. (WE HAVE HOMEWORK TO DO YOU KNOW!) So here I am watching youtube cos I dont really have the stress of homework left on me. I'm laughing and zi-highing about Calvin Chen Yi Ru. What a thing to do.
I love my daddy for pushing pushing pushing me to do my homework the past two weeks. So I can relax now. XD
I'm xin zai le huo-ing. Forgive me.
Anyway, I'll be overseas in Church Camp from 17 June to 20 June! I'm going back to KL again. It's a well-deserved holiday for my hard work the past two weeks. XD
To all my friends and classmates who need to finish the homework:
Sometimes even if you dont have motivation or inspiration to do homework, just force yourself to lah! It helps to listen to music though. XD
JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOU!
&enjoyment.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
expressed my feelings; 1:09 AM
This is like quite emo so just let me be first okay. I will talk about other stuff later.
Yep. So I cried. As in really cried. I cried out every single thing that has been hurting me for the past term. And it's not academic. I just cried cos yeah I was already crying. And I couldnt stop. So I cried even more loh. I guess everything was just weighing down so hard, and I already had spent so long trying to keep everything in... Thinking it would all go away if I stayed happy. Apparently not.
Anyway crying's actually quite relieving cos I felt much much better after I stopped. It's like all the problems in life, school, friends... Every single thing that I've forced myself to be optimistic about, the optimism just failed me. But now I'm really better, and I want to smile.
I shall return to being that OPTIMISTIC and SUMMERY girl that's random and lame and crappy. I shall return to being who I am. ME. This is me. Welcome to my world.
Okay. I shall stop being emo already. This has been an emo term.
MING TIAN HUI GENG HAO DE! (dont understand nevermind. XD)
----
NOW THE HAPPINESS.
Went out with mummy yesterday! Window shopped. And ate alot. Cos whenever we go out, if it's not shopping, then it's eating! YAY. I got my PLAY magazine! The June one. The Fahrenheit cover one. XDD Oh yah, June's Play magazine has FOUR different covers! Fahrenheit, SHE, Tank and Angela Zhang, and Huan Huan Ai! (new show starring Mike He, Rainie Yang and Wang Chuan Yi!) Which is really alot cos usually there'll only be one or at most two. XD
Okay. Then went to STARBUCKS. Haha. Drank hot chocolate and ate eclair. Yes, I know I need to lose weight. Aww just let me enjoy first lah. I cried so badly the previous night okay. I need this kind of things to make me happyyyy!
Yep so bonding session with mummy over! XD Haha. XP And I must finish watching KO One Disc 7 and 8 by tomoro. Bonding session with GER on Thursday! (Yes I know. ANOTHER ONE.) I know I've been to her house countless times. And I still cant flush her toilet. XD
Okay I shall go back to my zuo wen lah. BYEEE.
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[edit]
Yes I am done with my zuo wen! WHEEE. XDD
Okay now to ZHONGJIYIBAN! <33
Emily has camp.
Abby is busy.
Ger is busy. WATCHING TEEVEE.
Zhuwei. I dunno where's Zhuwei.
SIGH I'M BORED. ):
[/edit]
Yep. So I cried. As in really cried. I cried out every single thing that has been hurting me for the past term. And it's not academic. I just cried cos yeah I was already crying. And I couldnt stop. So I cried even more loh. I guess everything was just weighing down so hard, and I already had spent so long trying to keep everything in... Thinking it would all go away if I stayed happy. Apparently not.
Anyway crying's actually quite relieving cos I felt much much better after I stopped. It's like all the problems in life, school, friends... Every single thing that I've forced myself to be optimistic about, the optimism just failed me. But now I'm really better, and I want to smile.
I shall return to being that OPTIMISTIC and SUMMERY girl that's random and lame and crappy. I shall return to being who I am. ME. This is me. Welcome to my world.
Okay. I shall stop being emo already. This has been an emo term.
MING TIAN HUI GENG HAO DE! (dont understand nevermind. XD)
----
NOW THE HAPPINESS.
Went out with mummy yesterday! Window shopped. And ate alot. Cos whenever we go out, if it's not shopping, then it's eating! YAY. I got my PLAY magazine! The June one. The Fahrenheit cover one. XDD Oh yah, June's Play magazine has FOUR different covers! Fahrenheit, SHE, Tank and Angela Zhang, and Huan Huan Ai! (new show starring Mike He, Rainie Yang and Wang Chuan Yi!) Which is really alot cos usually there'll only be one or at most two. XD
Okay. Then went to STARBUCKS. Haha. Drank hot chocolate and ate eclair. Yes, I know I need to lose weight. Aww just let me enjoy first lah. I cried so badly the previous night okay. I need this kind of things to make me happyyyy!
Yep so bonding session with mummy over! XD Haha. XP And I must finish watching KO One Disc 7 and 8 by tomoro. Bonding session with GER on Thursday! (Yes I know. ANOTHER ONE.) I know I've been to her house countless times. And I still cant flush her toilet. XD
Okay I shall go back to my zuo wen lah. BYEEE.
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[edit]
Yes I am done with my zuo wen! WHEEE. XDD
Okay now to ZHONGJIYIBAN! <33
Emily has camp.
Abby is busy.
Ger is busy. WATCHING TEEVEE.
Zhuwei. I dunno where's Zhuwei.
SIGH I'M BORED. ):
[/edit]
&enjoyment.
Sunday, June 10, 2007
expressed my feelings; 3:42 AM
Okay. Was deeply touched by God today. I think Uncle Daniel's message today was really good and it poked the deepest darkest part of my heart. It's kind of like a void in my spiritual life that I've been trying to fill... With those pretty dumb wishes of wanting to have someone that can take care of me and sorts, like a boyfriend? I'm not boy crazy but yeah, I was like going through a period of my life where I was pretty angsty and all...
Well I just hope that's part of growing up. Cos I dont want to live my teenage years as an angsty and the-world-is-just-against-me girl. I admit I have thought about hating the world, hating myself, cooping myself up and turning all emo. But yeah, I've successfully overcome that phase! YAY.
So right now I want to reaquire that thrist for God, that desire for more of Him. I'm a second-generation Christian (meaning I grew up in a Christian family) so I kind of never really experienced the fire of a person just come to Christ. BUT. I no longer want to be a second-generation Christian! I want to desire for God and experience Him for myself, and not just listen to the wonderful experiences that my elders and leaders have encountered.
I read in a story before that God does not have grandchildren. Meaning that you are not a Christian just because your parents are. Similarly, I do not want to be a Christian just because my parents are. I want to experience, encounter and cling on to God for myself.
I want to draw near to God.
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HIS LOVE
Your light is over me, flooding over me
The night is lifted
Heaven over me, flooding over me
I can't contain it
My cup overflows
My cup overflows
Praise the Lord with all my heart
Praise Him for He has done great things
His banner over me is love, His love
His banner over me is love, His love
You brought the sunshine in
And turned the night to day
You made the shadows flee away
You opened up my eyes
To a new and living way
The dawning of a brand new day
----
Well I just hope that's part of growing up. Cos I dont want to live my teenage years as an angsty and the-world-is-just-against-me girl. I admit I have thought about hating the world, hating myself, cooping myself up and turning all emo. But yeah, I've successfully overcome that phase! YAY.
So right now I want to reaquire that thrist for God, that desire for more of Him. I'm a second-generation Christian (meaning I grew up in a Christian family) so I kind of never really experienced the fire of a person just come to Christ. BUT. I no longer want to be a second-generation Christian! I want to desire for God and experience Him for myself, and not just listen to the wonderful experiences that my elders and leaders have encountered.
I read in a story before that God does not have grandchildren. Meaning that you are not a Christian just because your parents are. Similarly, I do not want to be a Christian just because my parents are. I want to experience, encounter and cling on to God for myself.
I want to draw near to God.
----
HIS LOVE
Your light is over me, flooding over me
The night is lifted
Heaven over me, flooding over me
I can't contain it
My cup overflows
My cup overflows
Praise the Lord with all my heart
Praise Him for He has done great things
His banner over me is love, His love
His banner over me is love, His love
You brought the sunshine in
And turned the night to day
You made the shadows flee away
You opened up my eyes
To a new and living way
The dawning of a brand new day
----
this is my God given life;
and I'm going to live it
GOD'S WAY
&enjoyment.
Friday, June 8, 2007
expressed my feelings; 1:32 AM
Okay this is just one of the afternoons where I just wanna kill someone and chop off his head. Then maybe dissect him or something.
I'm trying very very very hard to finish HCL homework. LIKE BLAH. I have absolutely no inspiration for compo. And I wrote total crap for the gong han. >.< I shall go do that paper two thingy now. Sheesh. I really hope it doesnt kill me. So back to homework. I have to do backup tomorrow. And I cant find anyone to replace that friend of mine. BOO.
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And yes, I'm irritated by all this lah. I mean, at least when I missed backups I had valid reasons. This time? What's your reason? "I'm not coming to church anymore." What a reason. Do you think it's feasible? Obviously not. To me at least.
Why are all my church buddies who grew up with me starting to have less interest in church? Why are some of them already giving up on what they've grown up with? Why this kind of ending to your life? Why is the fire no longer there? Has church become like a routine, no longer a neccessity? Why do you think of church as being cooped up like chickens? Do you really think that if you leave church you'll be free?
Oh grow up please.
I'm trying very very very hard to finish HCL homework. LIKE BLAH. I have absolutely no inspiration for compo. And I wrote total crap for the gong han. >.< I shall go do that paper two thingy now. Sheesh. I really hope it doesnt kill me. So back to homework. I have to do backup tomorrow. And I cant find anyone to replace that friend of mine. BOO.
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Oh grow up please.
&enjoyment.
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
expressed my feelings; 11:01 PM
ARGH. I'm taking a break from the freaking lit homework. It's like quite irritating lah. Five whole long sections of MSD plot puzzle plus quotes. I'm done with two. BOO. Thank God for computers. Or else I'd have died long long time ago due to overstress on my right hand.
Oh well. I guess I shall take a break from Lit lah. For now. Shall go do English. Which seems easy cos I havent taken a good look at it yet. And I havent even started on Chem and HCL. Oh man my time is running out. I want to watch KO One next week! Which is my only free week lah. )):
Sigh. Off to do English then.
I got my sleep back. XD And time to finish my homework. Oh well. No Band for a week. XD
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[edit]
OH YES I'M DONE. With LIT. XDD And English too. Okayyy. So my homework is a little more cleared already. GOOD.
Advice: Get lit cleared like really quickly. Cos it's really ALOT. I spent at least six hours on the darned thing. ):
So yep! After dinner it's back to homework - Book review!
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU MEL! XD
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Oh well. I guess I shall take a break from Lit lah. For now. Shall go do English. Which seems easy cos I havent taken a good look at it yet. And I havent even started on Chem and HCL. Oh man my time is running out. I want to watch KO One next week! Which is my only free week lah. )):
Sigh. Off to do English then.
I got my sleep back. XD And time to finish my homework. Oh well. No Band for a week. XD
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[edit]
OH YES I'M DONE. With LIT. XDD And English too. Okayyy. So my homework is a little more cleared already. GOOD.
Advice: Get lit cleared like really quickly. Cos it's really ALOT. I spent at least six hours on the darned thing. ):
So yep! After dinner it's back to homework - Book review!
JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU MEL! XD
[/edit]
&enjoyment.
expressed my feelings; 6:42 AM
OH MAN. I love this blogskin.
Haha. Welcome to my world. Which is full of music. XD
Haha. Welcome to my world. Which is full of music. XD
&enjoyment.
expressed my feelings; 6:08 AM
谢谢你的温柔
S.H.E. 飞轮海
谢谢你如此温柔
捧着爱情静静等候
我的双手
其实同样在颤抖
但我能给你什么
我只是一个他遗忘的我
心被一扫而空
我会把你种在我心中
也许某天会终于
再次长出一个梦
不知道不明了不想要
为什么我的心
明明是想靠近
却孤单到黎明
不知道不明了不想要
为什么我的心
那爱情的绮丽
总是在孤单里
再把我的最好的爱给你
谢谢你如此温柔
点着笑容的灯火
只温暖而不打扰我的寒冬
还没决定往哪走
才所以不能答应你陪我
怕你会变成我
我会把你种在我心中
也许某天会终于
再次长出一个梦
不知道不明了不想要
为什么我的心
明明是想靠近
却孤单到黎明
不知道不明了不想要
为什么我的心
那爱情的绮丽
总是在孤单里
再把我的最好的爱给你
不知道不明了不想要
为什么我的心
明明是想靠近
却孤单到黎明
不知道不明了不想要
为什么我的心
那爱情的绮丽
总是在孤单里
再把我的最好的爱给你
谢谢你如此温柔
点着笑容的灯火
只温暖而不打扰我的寒冬
还没决定往哪走
才所以不能答应你陪我
怕你会变成我
----
I love this song. ALOT. XD It is my current favourite song lah. <3
It's on SHE's latest album, PLAY. Okay I admit that the chorus part, sang by Fahrenheit, isnt really that good, at least compared to the original version by Mayday. But SHE's part really rocks and I love the whole song cos of that. XD Not to mention Calvin is the main for the MV lah.
I'm having a freaking flu again. Every now and then I'll cough and spit out abit of watery (that's what the doctor said!) phlegm... And that nasal spray the doctor gave me is not bad leh! At least my ears and nose are cleared and I can BREATHE.
So yeah, I might not be going to school tomoro. XD I have MC.
What are School Holidays for? For teachers to torture us with endless lessons and endless homework. And there's Band too. But I love Band. It's destressing. XD
Okay going to do my homework now. WHAT A HOLIDAY.
S.H.E. 飞轮海
谢谢你如此温柔
捧着爱情静静等候
我的双手
其实同样在颤抖
但我能给你什么
我只是一个他遗忘的我
心被一扫而空
我会把你种在我心中
也许某天会终于
再次长出一个梦
不知道不明了不想要
为什么我的心
明明是想靠近
却孤单到黎明
不知道不明了不想要
为什么我的心
那爱情的绮丽
总是在孤单里
再把我的最好的爱给你
谢谢你如此温柔
点着笑容的灯火
只温暖而不打扰我的寒冬
还没决定往哪走
才所以不能答应你陪我
怕你会变成我
我会把你种在我心中
也许某天会终于
再次长出一个梦
不知道不明了不想要
为什么我的心
明明是想靠近
却孤单到黎明
不知道不明了不想要
为什么我的心
那爱情的绮丽
总是在孤单里
再把我的最好的爱给你
不知道不明了不想要
为什么我的心
明明是想靠近
却孤单到黎明
不知道不明了不想要
为什么我的心
那爱情的绮丽
总是在孤单里
再把我的最好的爱给你
谢谢你如此温柔
点着笑容的灯火
只温暖而不打扰我的寒冬
还没决定往哪走
才所以不能答应你陪我
怕你会变成我
----
I love this song. ALOT. XD It is my current favourite song lah. <3
It's on SHE's latest album, PLAY. Okay I admit that the chorus part, sang by Fahrenheit, isnt really that good, at least compared to the original version by Mayday. But SHE's part really rocks and I love the whole song cos of that. XD Not to mention Calvin is the main for the MV lah.
I'm having a freaking flu again. Every now and then I'll cough and spit out abit of watery (that's what the doctor said!) phlegm... And that nasal spray the doctor gave me is not bad leh! At least my ears and nose are cleared and I can BREATHE.
So yeah, I might not be going to school tomoro. XD I have MC.
What are School Holidays for? For teachers to torture us with endless lessons and endless homework. And there's Band too. But I love Band. It's destressing. XD
Okay going to do my homework now. WHAT A HOLIDAY.
&enjoyment.
Sunday, June 3, 2007
expressed my feelings; 1:09 AM
I'm back from SUNWAY LAGOON. Yeah it was pretty fun and I got a nice tan. But I want to be darker. (:
I've been like crazy over KO One for the past few days. No it is not my first time watching the show. It's my second. But the first time was spent basically deciding who I like most: Jiro or Calvin. So yeah, this time, when I've got the whole thing sorted out, I just went totally crazy over Calvin. And abit of Aaron. (Emily Tan please start getting happy now.)
And I guess that watching KO One has brought me some relaxation from the hectic school life. I have started on homework. XD Haha. KO One just let me relax and not think about any conflict or problems that I have lah. Nice.
I can now officially declare that I'm not emo anymore now. And I've matured lah. Was pretty emo and thinking alot one night in Sunway, but yeah I've gotten over it. XD So I'm back to my happy self. KAIXINGUO. XD aka Pistachio Nut. (Really! That's what it's called!)
I wanna watch POTC again. And THE LAST MIMZY is nice too! Science fiction kind of movie. I like. <3
And now I have to go back to my homework. (LIT) Sigh. After I finish this, it's back to ZHONG JI YI BANNNNN!
I seriously think I'm in love with Wang Ya Se okay. Direct translation: Arthur Wang.
Although Arthur Wang makes me go, "Oh man! What a name."
Wang Ya Se still sounds nicer. <33
And yes, Ding Xiao Yu's cuteeeee.
I've been like crazy over KO One for the past few days. No it is not my first time watching the show. It's my second. But the first time was spent basically deciding who I like most: Jiro or Calvin. So yeah, this time, when I've got the whole thing sorted out, I just went totally crazy over Calvin. And abit of Aaron. (Emily Tan please start getting happy now.)
And I guess that watching KO One has brought me some relaxation from the hectic school life. I have started on homework. XD Haha. KO One just let me relax and not think about any conflict or problems that I have lah. Nice.
I can now officially declare that I'm not emo anymore now. And I've matured lah. Was pretty emo and thinking alot one night in Sunway, but yeah I've gotten over it. XD So I'm back to my happy self. KAIXINGUO. XD aka Pistachio Nut. (Really! That's what it's called!)
I wanna watch POTC again. And THE LAST MIMZY is nice too! Science fiction kind of movie. I like. <3
And now I have to go back to my homework. (LIT) Sigh. After I finish this, it's back to ZHONG JI YI BANNNNN!
I seriously think I'm in love with Wang Ya Se okay. Direct translation: Arthur Wang.
Although Arthur Wang makes me go, "Oh man! What a name."
Wang Ya Se still sounds nicer. <33
And yes, Ding Xiao Yu's cuteeeee.