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Sunday, February 24, 2008
expressed my feelings; 4:44 AM
Wow. I dont remember studying for so many hours in a very long time. Four hours and forty-seven minutes. (:
Oh well. Seems like I'm going to be studying for another two to three more hours before I feel too tired to study and sleep. (: It's AMaths after this - Plane Geometry!
Anyway, Friday was really fun! Loooong day, but filled with almost all of my close SN friends! (: School in the morning, BAND sectionals, then meet-the-parents session! Longest time spent in school - summing up to fifteen plus hours!
And MTPs gave FOURWISDOMERs (those who helped) a really good workout! (: Haha. I think Chua was really amazed, flabbergasted and um, respectful of my ablity to carry an icebox filled with many packets of drink and ice and cold water (ice had melted) up two flights of stairs! (: Aiyah, it's not much though. I carry an almost-ten kg FRENCH HORN at least three times a week. (:
Camwhored...? Yeah I dont have pictures, but still, I think I looked really weird from all the sweating. And my face was really oily from being out of home the whole day and all the lugging and carrying and heavywork. (:
Okay. Got to go back to studying now. (: History! Chapter 6.
JIAYOU! <3
Oh well. Seems like I'm going to be studying for another two to three more hours before I feel too tired to study and sleep. (: It's AMaths after this - Plane Geometry!
Anyway, Friday was really fun! Loooong day, but filled with almost all of my close SN friends! (: School in the morning, BAND sectionals, then meet-the-parents session! Longest time spent in school - summing up to fifteen plus hours!
And MTPs gave FOURWISDOMERs (those who helped) a really good workout! (: Haha. I think Chua was really amazed, flabbergasted and um, respectful of my ablity to carry an icebox filled with many packets of drink and ice and cold water (ice had melted) up two flights of stairs! (: Aiyah, it's not much though. I carry an almost-ten kg FRENCH HORN at least three times a week. (:
Camwhored...? Yeah I dont have pictures, but still, I think I looked really weird from all the sweating. And my face was really oily from being out of home the whole day and all the lugging and carrying and heavywork. (:
Okay. Got to go back to studying now. (: History! Chapter 6.
JIAYOU! <3
&enjoyment.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
expressed my feelings; 2:13 AM
It's better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all.
- Li Ann, The Leap Years Movie
- Li Ann, The Leap Years Movie
Quote quote! The one I've been ranting for the past few days. (: Even though the movie hasnt come out yet, but well, commercials make me want to watch it. And um, I have no idea why I can remember the quote from the movie through a commercial. Maybe cause it's super nice and touching! (:
Was watching YLBFB just now, and there was this news about Zhang Xun Jie. (: And a conversation between Mummy and I ensued.
Mum: He's so pretty! (referring to Zhang Xun Jie)
Me: No, he's shuai loh!
Mum: Did you know that guys like this who are pretty usually are gays?
Me: -Silence-
Mum: Because they are so pretty that they dont want a girl who is prettier than them, so they go for guys.
Me: -Amused silence-
Mum: Cause they think they're girls.
Me: O.o
UM. What kind of theory is that? Even though yeah, I think my mum has a really good point there. AND. Thinking about it, there are so many pseudo gays in the entertainment business! But I dont agree that ALL pretty boys are gays. (:
WU CHUN and CALVIN are really good examples! XD Heh. They are so loving towards each other, which makes people think they're gay or something. And like Calvin's the guy-girl, but seriously, I think that Wu Chun is more pretty than Calvin. As in looks, not build. (: Calvin DOES NOT really look like a girl, though I can picture him in long hair. (: And um, he's really tall.
Oh. I think sometimes the stuff I spout is really crazy wacky and hilarious! After I really think about it. (: Yesterday, SerMin was asking Ger about some PLANE GEOMETRY question, then Ger was like, "shen me dong dong?"
I answered, "Wang Da Dong."
HEH. (: Okay that's like lame, but still, I CAN WALK. (:
Sheesh. I feel high heh heh. (:
Okay lah. I have AMATHS homework to do, and um, I want to watch that SHE DVD ahping lent me. (:
BYE. XD
Was watching YLBFB just now, and there was this news about Zhang Xun Jie. (: And a conversation between Mummy and I ensued.
Mum: He's so pretty! (referring to Zhang Xun Jie)
Me: No, he's shuai loh!
Mum: Did you know that guys like this who are pretty usually are gays?
Me: -Silence-
Mum: Because they are so pretty that they dont want a girl who is prettier than them, so they go for guys.
Me: -Amused silence-
Mum: Cause they think they're girls.
Me: O.o
UM. What kind of theory is that? Even though yeah, I think my mum has a really good point there. AND. Thinking about it, there are so many pseudo gays in the entertainment business! But I dont agree that ALL pretty boys are gays. (:
WU CHUN and CALVIN are really good examples! XD Heh. They are so loving towards each other, which makes people think they're gay or something. And like Calvin's the guy-girl, but seriously, I think that Wu Chun is more pretty than Calvin. As in looks, not build. (: Calvin DOES NOT really look like a girl, though I can picture him in long hair. (: And um, he's really tall.
Oh. I think sometimes the stuff I spout is really crazy wacky and hilarious! After I really think about it. (: Yesterday, SerMin was asking Ger about some PLANE GEOMETRY question, then Ger was like, "shen me dong dong?"
I answered, "Wang Da Dong."
HEH. (: Okay that's like lame, but still, I CAN WALK. (:
Sheesh. I feel high heh heh. (:
Okay lah. I have AMATHS homework to do, and um, I want to watch that SHE DVD ahping lent me. (:
BYE. XD
&enjoyment.
Friday, February 15, 2008
expressed my feelings; 5:07 AM
JOYOUSLY.
I'm happy cause there's no TESTS next week, and I have literally no homework this weekend! It feels nice to have some time to kinda SLACK and not do homework cause your teachers will be breathing down your neck so you'll finish it. And yeah, I can start studying Chem at my own leisurely pace. (:
And I've been toying with alot of ideas that I might go for in the near future, or future. For one, I've been toying with the idea of dropping Math. But that's like virtually IMPOSSIBLE, since Math is compulsary, but AMath is not. Like what the. How I wish they've give the more intelligent and SAP students a choice to drop Math and take AMath as compulsary Math instead. ):
But oh well, AMath concepts are based on Math, so therefore, I still have to take Math. Even though I kind of dont really understand it.
And another idea I'm currently toying with is whether to move my main blog to Wordpress. (: Since the format is kinda like blogger where you can change theme/blogskin pretty easily and posting is convenient. Though I will have less choice of blogskin if I move there. I've already created a blog there, a secondary one, just in case Blogger has some problem. At least I still can satisfy my craving to blog. (:
So yeah, there are other things that I'm kinda toying with, but well, I shant bore you with the vivid details of my life. Even though I believe it's pretty interesting and SPECIAL. (:
Sec 4's really not a good year to go gallivating or something. I can feel myself getting really tired from all the homework and tests and events and other important stuff in my Secondary life. And I'm the kind of person who sleeps ten to twelve hours and still feels like sleeping. (:
Speaking of which, yesterday was VALENTINE'S DAY. My last one in St Nicks. Ho hum. :/ I think I'll really miss the running around on Valentine's morning before flag raising to give people presents and all. This year I didnt have to run to seniors' classes, obviously, cause I HAVE NO MORE SENIORS. And it was my lovely juniors who came to my class at like 7.15am and stuffed presents into my hands and disappeared before I could say "Happy Valentine's! Thanks!"
Haha. But I really thank every single person who gave me Valentine's presents! Cause it's really important, and I dont even know what Valentine's will be like in JC. I'll treasure all of your presents and letters a whole lot. <3 And I think I wasnt the worst that day. Two tests are like nothing, compared to the whopping FOUR tests Unity had on Valentine's. Oh well. I should be happy, right?
Okay I shall stop here now, even though I feel like I havent had enough of blogging and still want to blog. Cause I have to exercise my self-discipline and go bathe now. After which I shall watch TV and totally ditch the idea of wanting to continue trialanderror later into the night.
Ciao! ((:
And oh, I think what I heard of Fahrenheit on 93.3FM just now is totally, definitely not enough to even make me zi-high. (: I want them to come to SINGAPORE.
They can eat Hainanese Chicken Rice and Bak Kut Teh here. And Prata, and Hokkien Mee, and all the other fabulous delicacies. They can all put on weight (not grow fat) here. Calvin seriously should eat more. He is so freaking thin. :/
Okay I'm spouting nonsense. Eh heh heh. ((:
Oh yeah, just a last note, that anonymous person, whoever he or she is, I am still a fan of 5566. I still smile and go crazy when I see 56 on TV, and I watch episodes of Wan Quan Yu Le, and my heart still skips a beat when I see really shuai pictures of Jason Hsu. (: Though I'm more of FRH now. (:
Ou xiang therapy. (:
I'm happy cause there's no TESTS next week, and I have literally no homework this weekend! It feels nice to have some time to kinda SLACK and not do homework cause your teachers will be breathing down your neck so you'll finish it. And yeah, I can start studying Chem at my own leisurely pace. (:
And I've been toying with alot of ideas that I might go for in the near future, or future. For one, I've been toying with the idea of dropping Math. But that's like virtually IMPOSSIBLE, since Math is compulsary, but AMath is not. Like what the. How I wish they've give the more intelligent and SAP students a choice to drop Math and take AMath as compulsary Math instead. ):
But oh well, AMath concepts are based on Math, so therefore, I still have to take Math. Even though I kind of dont really understand it.
And another idea I'm currently toying with is whether to move my main blog to Wordpress. (: Since the format is kinda like blogger where you can change theme/blogskin pretty easily and posting is convenient. Though I will have less choice of blogskin if I move there. I've already created a blog there, a secondary one, just in case Blogger has some problem. At least I still can satisfy my craving to blog. (:
So yeah, there are other things that I'm kinda toying with, but well, I shant bore you with the vivid details of my life. Even though I believe it's pretty interesting and SPECIAL. (:
Sec 4's really not a good year to go gallivating or something. I can feel myself getting really tired from all the homework and tests and events and other important stuff in my Secondary life. And I'm the kind of person who sleeps ten to twelve hours and still feels like sleeping. (:
Speaking of which, yesterday was VALENTINE'S DAY. My last one in St Nicks. Ho hum. :/ I think I'll really miss the running around on Valentine's morning before flag raising to give people presents and all. This year I didnt have to run to seniors' classes, obviously, cause I HAVE NO MORE SENIORS. And it was my lovely juniors who came to my class at like 7.15am and stuffed presents into my hands and disappeared before I could say "Happy Valentine's! Thanks!"
Haha. But I really thank every single person who gave me Valentine's presents! Cause it's really important, and I dont even know what Valentine's will be like in JC. I'll treasure all of your presents and letters a whole lot. <3 And I think I wasnt the worst that day. Two tests are like nothing, compared to the whopping FOUR tests Unity had on Valentine's. Oh well. I should be happy, right?
Okay I shall stop here now, even though I feel like I havent had enough of blogging and still want to blog. Cause I have to exercise my self-discipline and go bathe now. After which I shall watch TV and totally ditch the idea of wanting to continue trialanderror later into the night.
Ciao! ((:
And oh, I think what I heard of Fahrenheit on 93.3FM just now is totally, definitely not enough to even make me zi-high. (: I want them to come to SINGAPORE.
They can eat Hainanese Chicken Rice and Bak Kut Teh here. And Prata, and Hokkien Mee, and all the other fabulous delicacies. They can all put on weight (not grow fat) here. Calvin seriously should eat more. He is so freaking thin. :/
Okay I'm spouting nonsense. Eh heh heh. ((:
Oh yeah, just a last note, that anonymous person, whoever he or she is, I am still a fan of 5566. I still smile and go crazy when I see 56 on TV, and I watch episodes of Wan Quan Yu Le, and my heart still skips a beat when I see really shuai pictures of Jason Hsu. (: Though I'm more of FRH now. (:
Ou xiang therapy. (:
&enjoyment.
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
expressed my feelings; 6:44 AM
Wow, like two days of school and I'm already feeling tired. Darn.
Anyway, this week's cool cause there's three tests and they're all on the last two days of the week that I really want to enjoy. BOO. And there's VALENTINE'S DAY and I dont have enough time to do everything and study! Hard. In order to get nicer and prettier grades. ):
Today I burst out during one of the boring classes in which I was looking at my this week's agenda: Why cant Valentine's be like next week or something?
I really need more sleep. ):
Ooh and now I have more HOMEWORK thanks to my band conductor who made us research on our instrus. So now I have to look for stuff about my FRENCH HORN. Not exactly the thing I'd want to do when there are so many tests coming up. :/ Oh I'm supposed to be doing MOUTHPIECES. (: Hehe.
And oh yeah. I really dont like male chauvunist (spelling?) pigs who strongly believe that guys, males, men, boys are so much better and more enthusiastic and more devoted than females. Like fine, we're the supposedly 'fairer gender', but it's just not nice to say that males are so much better. Especially when you're in a girls' school. You obviously havent seen a woman's wrath. (:
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned. ((:
Like hello, males are usually the ones in relationships who PI TUI and rarely stay devoted to one partner and all. HA. Any woman can show you where YOU come from. (: *Please refer to Whale Rider*
Usually, I'm not that pissed during band. Or after band. (:
I guess maybe that's why I prefer more NIANG guys who are most likely less prone to holding very strong chauvunistic views. HMM.
OOH, SCANDALOUS PICTURES! (:
Anyway, this week's cool cause there's three tests and they're all on the last two days of the week that I really want to enjoy. BOO. And there's VALENTINE'S DAY and I dont have enough time to do everything and study! Hard. In order to get nicer and prettier grades. ):
Today I burst out during one of the boring classes in which I was looking at my this week's agenda: Why cant Valentine's be like next week or something?
I really need more sleep. ):
Ooh and now I have more HOMEWORK thanks to my band conductor who made us research on our instrus. So now I have to look for stuff about my FRENCH HORN. Not exactly the thing I'd want to do when there are so many tests coming up. :/ Oh I'm supposed to be doing MOUTHPIECES. (: Hehe.
And oh yeah. I really dont like male chauvunist (spelling?) pigs who strongly believe that guys, males, men, boys are so much better and more enthusiastic and more devoted than females. Like fine, we're the supposedly 'fairer gender', but it's just not nice to say that males are so much better. Especially when you're in a girls' school. You obviously havent seen a woman's wrath. (:
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned. ((:
Like hello, males are usually the ones in relationships who PI TUI and rarely stay devoted to one partner and all. HA. Any woman can show you where YOU come from. (: *Please refer to Whale Rider*
Usually, I'm not that pissed during band. Or after band. (:
I guess maybe that's why I prefer more NIANG guys who are most likely less prone to holding very strong chauvunistic views. HMM.
OOH, SCANDALOUS PICTURES! (:
&enjoyment.
Monday, February 4, 2008
expressed my feelings; 6:07 AM
Actually to tell the truth I dont really know why I'm here. (: Fine Chua, call me STRANGE. (:
Um I think it's cause I felt like blogging? Yeahh actually I had some like reflection or something that I wanted to write, but now, I dont really feel like it anymore.
Must be the Fahrenheit btdrln videos I watched. (: I mean like you know, GOOD quality videos, FAHRENHEIT, Calvin, like who can resist loh?! And I went pretty high and tried not to burst out laughing. (: It's 10.37pm, even if my neighbours dont complain, I'll get reprimanded by my parents.
Anyway, CHINESE NEW YEAR's coming! And for once, I'm actually looking forward to St Nicks' Celebration. See, it's like you dont cherish anything and then only realise how important everything is when you know you're not going to be able to experience it anymore. ):
5566 had an autograph session yesterday, and surprises of surprises, I DID NOT go. ((: Like WOW okay. I myself thought that I hadnt completely shifted to Fahrenheit camp, and still liked 5566 that one bit. Looks like it's not the case now... ): But still, I missed seeing a glimpse of Jason Hsu yesterday. Oh well. ):
Natasha bought me Subway COOKIES yesterday! Will get them tomorrow! ((:
I love God, Daddy and Mummy, LYN DARLING, GEMZ, melqlishadine, frenchhornsection, FRH and many many other people in the world. <3 Ooh yeah. (:
Um I think it's cause I felt like blogging? Yeahh actually I had some like reflection or something that I wanted to write, but now, I dont really feel like it anymore.
Must be the Fahrenheit btdrln videos I watched. (: I mean like you know, GOOD quality videos, FAHRENHEIT, Calvin, like who can resist loh?! And I went pretty high and tried not to burst out laughing. (: It's 10.37pm, even if my neighbours dont complain, I'll get reprimanded by my parents.
Anyway, CHINESE NEW YEAR's coming! And for once, I'm actually looking forward to St Nicks' Celebration. See, it's like you dont cherish anything and then only realise how important everything is when you know you're not going to be able to experience it anymore. ):
5566 had an autograph session yesterday, and surprises of surprises, I DID NOT go. ((: Like WOW okay. I myself thought that I hadnt completely shifted to Fahrenheit camp, and still liked 5566 that one bit. Looks like it's not the case now... ): But still, I missed seeing a glimpse of Jason Hsu yesterday. Oh well. ):
Natasha bought me Subway COOKIES yesterday! Will get them tomorrow! ((:
I love God, Daddy and Mummy, LYN DARLING, GEMZ, melqlishadine, frenchhornsection, FRH and many many other people in the world. <3 Ooh yeah. (:
&enjoyment.
Friday, February 1, 2008
expressed my feelings; 5:33 AM
Last, this week has been filled with much fun, laughter, stress, joy and secretiveness. (:
I guess (actually I KNOW) that the whole plan turned out so well! Yay! Was pretty apprehensive that we would screw it up or something, and she would know... And later on, that stupid CalChua mentioned that she might flare up or something, then we were like OH SHIT.
But in the end, NOTHING HAPPENED. Revealing it - FINALLY - was pretty relaxing and stress-free. Cause she was like smiling and being amused the whole time. Though she was pretty shocked/surprised/startled when she knew that Us included EmilyTan. (:
Pulling it off successfully was so great! We managed to sneak here and there, and bluff our way through the whole process, AND engaging courier service... Thinking about it, it's FUN.
YEOZHUWEI, my dearie, will be SIXTEEN in a matter of a few hours! I am so freaking happy for her. She's the first one out of GEMZ to turn sixteen! And though we didnt have a celebration, but still, I think this year's plan was better than last year's. Even though last year's was sweeter and had cake. (:
Happy birthday, Zhuwei!
We love you. <333
I wonder what my SWEETSIXTEEN will be like. Most probably mugging for Os, huh. Oh well. My Os results will be my belated birthday present. (:
Short week next week! TWO DAYS. XD
CHINESE NEW YEAR! Reunion dinner! Cousins! And most likely a visit to Mr Simon Ng's house. (: Oh most importantly, ANG PAOS! <3
Hur hur. ((:
I guess (actually I KNOW) that the whole plan turned out so well! Yay! Was pretty apprehensive that we would screw it up or something, and she would know... And later on, that stupid CalChua mentioned that she might flare up or something, then we were like OH SHIT.
But in the end, NOTHING HAPPENED. Revealing it - FINALLY - was pretty relaxing and stress-free. Cause she was like smiling and being amused the whole time. Though she was pretty shocked/surprised/startled when she knew that Us included EmilyTan. (:
Pulling it off successfully was so great! We managed to sneak here and there, and bluff our way through the whole process, AND engaging courier service... Thinking about it, it's FUN.
YEOZHUWEI, my dearie, will be SIXTEEN in a matter of a few hours! I am so freaking happy for her. She's the first one out of GEMZ to turn sixteen! And though we didnt have a celebration, but still, I think this year's plan was better than last year's. Even though last year's was sweeter and had cake. (:
Happy birthday, Zhuwei!
We love you. <333
I wonder what my SWEETSIXTEEN will be like. Most probably mugging for Os, huh. Oh well. My Os results will be my belated birthday present. (:
Short week next week! TWO DAYS. XD
CHINESE NEW YEAR! Reunion dinner! Cousins! And most likely a visit to Mr Simon Ng's house. (: Oh most importantly, ANG PAOS! <3
Hur hur. ((: