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Wednesday, January 9, 2008
expressed my feelings; 3:14 AM
Why is it that one only learns how to cherish everything around her when she knows they will gone soon, in a matter of time?
Why is it that one doesnt realise how important everything in her life - friends, school, CCA - until she knows she will not be able to see them anymore in just a matter of a few months?
Why is it that, like patients who are going to die, one only starts taking every single thing around her seriously when she knows that after Os they will all lead separate lives?
Why is it that everything seems so nostalgic now?
I'm starting to become emo. Darn it. But yeah, seriously, it has only recently started dawning on me that this is my LAST year in CHIJ St Nicholas Girls' School. The SECONDHOME where I've spent three - this is my fourth - crucial years growing up, learning, enjoying myself?
Take for example CCA Fair on Saturday. It dawned on me somewhere in the middle that this is my last one, that I wont be able to actually feel the whole excitement and psychoing spirit anymore. The strong band spirit that everyone feels during those few hours which usually make us drained and tired. Even though, yes, I can and most probably will return to CCA Fair and see my juniors after I've passed out, but by then I'd be a JC student (Hopefully a Victorian!) and that sense of belonging wont be there anymore.
In class, I think I've really started cherishing everyone that I count a friend. I dont know, the countless people that I interact with everyday. Ger, JasToh, CHUA, TanCheng, Calida, Natasha, TengPing, CHEWShuJie... And so many many more. It's like I've suddenly realised that I am part of FOURWISDOMOHEIGHT. Not JUST fourwisdomoheight, but rather THE fourwisdomoheight. It's just a very great sense of belonging that I feel.
FRENCHHORN wise, I've really gotten to know my whole section over the past few months. I know it's like a little late, me already be Sec Four and all. But I really wish and hope that my POP will be a wonderful and memorious one, such that when I leave SNSB, I will be able to bring along those gorgeous memories along with me to my next CCA in JC.
SNGS has really been a place where I learnt alot about friendship, friends, sisterly love, and that feeling that my friends would do anything for me. Also, I've learnt so so much about MYSELF. I daresay, and I believe it IS true, that these three to four years have been such a fulfilling time for me. I thoroughly enjoyed myself, from the bottom of my heart.
I know that this is probably nine to ten months early, but I know I'll really miss StNicks after I graduate. The TENDER LOVING CARE and concern that I've experienced here is really too much to express in words. There are simply no words to describe it.
All I know is that this memory of my four years as a SAINTNICKSGIRL will always remain etched deeply into my heart and mind. I made the RIGHT choice in picking SNGS over Cedar during my Secondary School choosing after PSLE. <33
To say it really simply, cause the simplest words contain the most meaning,
I LOVE CHIJ ST NICHOLAS GIRLS SCHOOL.
Why is it that one doesnt realise how important everything in her life - friends, school, CCA - until she knows she will not be able to see them anymore in just a matter of a few months?
Why is it that, like patients who are going to die, one only starts taking every single thing around her seriously when she knows that after Os they will all lead separate lives?
Why is it that everything seems so nostalgic now?
I'm starting to become emo. Darn it. But yeah, seriously, it has only recently started dawning on me that this is my LAST year in CHIJ St Nicholas Girls' School. The SECONDHOME where I've spent three - this is my fourth - crucial years growing up, learning, enjoying myself?
Take for example CCA Fair on Saturday. It dawned on me somewhere in the middle that this is my last one, that I wont be able to actually feel the whole excitement and psychoing spirit anymore. The strong band spirit that everyone feels during those few hours which usually make us drained and tired. Even though, yes, I can and most probably will return to CCA Fair and see my juniors after I've passed out, but by then I'd be a JC student (Hopefully a Victorian!) and that sense of belonging wont be there anymore.
In class, I think I've really started cherishing everyone that I count a friend. I dont know, the countless people that I interact with everyday. Ger, JasToh, CHUA, TanCheng, Calida, Natasha, TengPing, CHEWShuJie... And so many many more. It's like I've suddenly realised that I am part of FOURWISDOMOHEIGHT. Not JUST fourwisdomoheight, but rather THE fourwisdomoheight. It's just a very great sense of belonging that I feel.
FRENCHHORN wise, I've really gotten to know my whole section over the past few months. I know it's like a little late, me already be Sec Four and all. But I really wish and hope that my POP will be a wonderful and memorious one, such that when I leave SNSB, I will be able to bring along those gorgeous memories along with me to my next CCA in JC.
SNGS has really been a place where I learnt alot about friendship, friends, sisterly love, and that feeling that my friends would do anything for me. Also, I've learnt so so much about MYSELF. I daresay, and I believe it IS true, that these three to four years have been such a fulfilling time for me. I thoroughly enjoyed myself, from the bottom of my heart.
I know that this is probably nine to ten months early, but I know I'll really miss StNicks after I graduate. The TENDER LOVING CARE and concern that I've experienced here is really too much to express in words. There are simply no words to describe it.
All I know is that this memory of my four years as a SAINTNICKSGIRL will always remain etched deeply into my heart and mind. I made the RIGHT choice in picking SNGS over Cedar during my Secondary School choosing after PSLE. <33
To say it really simply, cause the simplest words contain the most meaning,
I LOVE CHIJ ST NICHOLAS GIRLS SCHOOL.