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I am pissed, happy, cheerful, filled with romance, and lots of inspiration. ((:

Okay that probably doesnt make much sense. But yeah, yeah.

And anyway, I think that whatever I've been feeling towards _____ (I bet you people know okay) is just... Infatuation.

I koped this from Joelle's blog. (:

Infatuation is the state of being completely carried away by unreasoning passion or love; addictive love. Infatuation usually occurs at the beginning of relationship when sexual attraction is central. It is characterized by urgency, intensity, sexual desire, and anxiety, in which there is an extreme absorption in another. It is traditionally associated with youth.

However, infatuation doesnt always revolve around sex. It may also be defined as an extreme want to simply be around someone. Infatuation could also be a crush, the urgent want to develop a relationship with someone.

Infatuation obliges the person to concentrate on the "object of their affection," therefore, this makes the infatuated person continually think of their "crush." This is seen as all-consuming, which is therefore easily interpreted as love, bringing the afflicted person to proclaim statements such as: "I love..." when they are (generally) romantically infatuated. This inability to identify between infatuation and love brings about the commonly-used phrase: "Love is blind" as the person involved finds it difficult to concentrate on other matters or see fault with the person(s) they admire.

Therefore, this proves that I'm not in love/like with _____, but it's just infatuation. NOT BASED ON SEXUAL DESIRE, okay. I'm NOT that tainted. (:

And actually, the feelings kind of dimmed and faded away yesterday. I wont say what caused it. I'm pretty sure Calida Chua will know.

So yeah. It's just been a time of holiday infatuation. I can't say summer infatuation, cause Singapore's definitely not undergoing summer now. It's the monsoon season! (:

And haha, I think Kevin See and his friend have the impression that the SN HISC girls are like les or something. Though that usually happens if you dont know us well. (:

I'm not les, I'm more. (:

Okay I'm going to zi-high again. Toodles! So I can do whatever I wanted to do before I read Joelle's blog. (:

&enjoyment.