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I say that with much happiness, and as much relief I can muster. Although there is that tinge of disbelief. And that poke in my heart that actually school's not over yet. :/

I seriously cannot believe what a year it has been. Busy, definitely. But hasnt it been TOO busy? There were times that the days and weeks and months just zoomed pass like that Maglev train in Shanghai, at 430km/h. I wanted to scream "STOP". Only if I could, like that guy from Heroes, who can make time move according to his will. I think so. Never really watched the show, just the commercials.

I realised that even though I did take time to slow down for awhile and enjoy the scenarios that I was experiencing in my hectic life, there is just this period of time that remains foggy in my memory. Perhaps it's cause I dont want to remember it ever again.

I'm kind of drifting back to the days of that Nanjing-Shanghai trip with QiuZu. I like reminiscing them. They were one of the best days of my life. No doubt short, only around nine days, but still fulfilling and enriching. That trip made me realise exactly how many close friends I had, and those that I could really count on.

Then the first outburst of that period creeps into my mind. I dont want to remember it. It was just a super dark and depressing period for me, and since I've already patched it up, I dont want to keep that hurt and anger in my mind and heart anymore. I'm enjoying life as it is now.

EOYs really flew past like WHOOSH. The only things I can remember is that I studied pretty hard. Apparently not hard enough though. Not doing better for EOYs might be the only thing that I regret this year.

And I remember that day and night. Being crazy and all. Screaming till my voice turned hoarse and eating so much pi pa gao after that. Queueing up for 8 to 9 hours straight. Being pushed around and squeezed so much that I kind of got squashed. But then in the end feeling that it was really all worth it. Cause that happiness you get, seriously, even though it's pretty short term, but at least, I saw them in person. Still can remember how he looks like in person.

Oh well. At least I've done much this year. I should really give myself some rest and relax for these six weeks I have. Must cherish them, before the even more hectic year of being a Secondary Four starts.

Secondary Four. OMG. I totally cannot believe I'm going to be SEC FOUR next year. I still can remember my first day of Sec One please!

2008 will be an even busier year.

Jiayou.

&enjoyment.