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Friday, November 2, 2007
expressed my feelings; 8:23 AM
Okay I really shouldnt be here now cause it's already 11.24pm and I'm singing for YA tomorrow. But still...
that crazy girl sitting in the middle of threewisdomohseven. definitely has infatuations with certain intelligent and cute and shuai guys in different boybands. one of the biggest must be with CALVINchenyiru from Fahrenheit. craps and randoms alot in school. loves her darling french horn. can be very zilian at times and very egoistic. cherishes her friends like siao. best to just leave her like that cos she does have her emo times. what else can i say? this is the melodramatic and the melodious, the MELODY of life. XD
The above is basically what I describe myself to be in my wordpress and xanga blogs, even though they're like stagnant and I only created them for fun. But yeah. That's how I really describe myself.
And I find that it's really true. I'm just this really crazy random and crap girl who doesnt really want to grow up, and laughs alot and likes to act cute. But there is also this other side of me who is like matured, intelligent, and loves to think and talk like an adult.
I dont know. Split personality?
I'm different with different groups of people. With friends, of course I will be able to go crazy and all, cause that's how they know me! With adults and zhang bei men, I will be really like this fifteen-year-old matured intelligent teenage girl that has her own opinions and all. Really that's what people said about me before.
I guess the few people who see both my sides is my close close friends, and my family. And those of you who read my blog, cause I show the real me in here. 就是赤裸裸的我。(It's an expression lah.)
So yeah. Dont find it very weird if you see me all quiet and perhaps unfriendly or something. I'm really not like that. It's just one part of me. XD
Also, I realised a pattern in the guys that I like in boybands! I like the guy in the boyband that has the least fans and not the most popular one or anything. Actually I favour the most popular one the least. (: Weird right?
From Jason Hsu, to Calvin Chen, to A-Wei (BBT)... And I cant really remember what other boyband I liked before... KOne? 183 Club? These two not counted cause I like JR and Sam Wang. They're the more popular ones...
Anyway. I really really need to sleep now. I have to SING tomorrow!
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Super encouraging Psalm. Daddy says all Christians should memorise it.
Okay. Really, seriously. NIGHT.
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that crazy girl sitting in the middle of threewisdomohseven. definitely has infatuations with certain intelligent and cute and shuai guys in different boybands. one of the biggest must be with CALVINchenyiru from Fahrenheit. craps and randoms alot in school. loves her darling french horn. can be very zilian at times and very egoistic. cherishes her friends like siao. best to just leave her like that cos she does have her emo times. what else can i say? this is the melodramatic and the melodious, the MELODY of life. XD
The above is basically what I describe myself to be in my wordpress and xanga blogs, even though they're like stagnant and I only created them for fun. But yeah. That's how I really describe myself.
And I find that it's really true. I'm just this really crazy random and crap girl who doesnt really want to grow up, and laughs alot and likes to act cute. But there is also this other side of me who is like matured, intelligent, and loves to think and talk like an adult.
I dont know. Split personality?
I'm different with different groups of people. With friends, of course I will be able to go crazy and all, cause that's how they know me! With adults and zhang bei men, I will be really like this fifteen-year-old matured intelligent teenage girl that has her own opinions and all. Really that's what people said about me before.
I guess the few people who see both my sides is my close close friends, and my family. And those of you who read my blog, cause I show the real me in here. 就是赤裸裸的我。(It's an expression lah.)
So yeah. Dont find it very weird if you see me all quiet and perhaps unfriendly or something. I'm really not like that. It's just one part of me. XD
Also, I realised a pattern in the guys that I like in boybands! I like the guy in the boyband that has the least fans and not the most popular one or anything. Actually I favour the most popular one the least. (: Weird right?
From Jason Hsu, to Calvin Chen, to A-Wei (BBT)... And I cant really remember what other boyband I liked before... KOne? 183 Club? These two not counted cause I like JR and Sam Wang. They're the more popular ones...
Anyway. I really really need to sleep now. I have to SING tomorrow!
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Psalm 91 (KJV)
1 He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High
Shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.
2 I will say of the Lord, "He is my refuge and my fortress;
My God, in Him I will trust."
3 Surely He shall deliver you from the snare of the fowler
And from the perilous pestilence,
4 He shall cover you with His feathers,
And under His wings you shall take refuge;
His truth shall be your shield and buckler.
5 You shall not be afraid of the terror by night,
Nor of the arrow that flies by day,
6 Nor of the pestilence that walks in darkness,
Nor of the destruction that lays waste and noonday.
7 A thousand may fall at your side,
And ten thousand at your right hand;
But it shall not come near you.
8 Only with your eyes shall you look,
And see the reward of the wicked.
9 Because you have made the Lord, who is my refuge,
Even the Most High, your habitation,
10 No evil shall befall you,
Nor shall any plague come near your dwelling;
11 For He shall give His angels charge over you,
To keep you in all your ways.
12 They shall bear you up in their hands,
Lest you dash your foot against a stone.
13 You shall tread upon the lion and the cobra,
The young lion and the serpent you shall trample underfoot.
14 Because he has set his love upon Me, therefore I will deliver him;
I will set him on high, because he has known My name.
15 He shall call upon Me, and I will answer him;
I will be with him in trouble;
I will deliver him and honor him.
16 With long life I will satisfy him,
And show him My salvation.
Super encouraging Psalm. Daddy says all Christians should memorise it.
Okay. Really, seriously. NIGHT.
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