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Friday, September 21, 2007
expressed my feelings; 1:53 AM
TODAY IS A VERY SPECIAL DAY.
IT IS THE DAY WHERE MY DARLING LITTLE SISTER TURNS ELEVEN.
Okay. This is called HIGH. Haha. I'm happy cause my LYN DARLING has finally grown up. She's eleven this year, TODAY. As an elder sister, I'm super happy. It shows that she's going to be a teenager soon!
Lyn's one person (probably the only one) that I have watched, am watching and will watch grow up. And I'm really grateful that God has given me this precious little darling gift to take care of, dote upon and shower much much love on. Ever since Lyn was born, she's brought that joy, hope and happiness that I can never get from anyone else, cause she's my only sibling.
I remember the day Lyn was born, and I went to Gleneagles Hospital to see her. I remember asking my mum, "Mummy, is this my brother?" We had all expected a boy previously, and my mum told me that I would have a little brother, which is why I thought that she was a boy. When my mum replied me that she was a GIRL, I was pleasantly surprised. When her gaze caught mine, I knew, from that very day on, Chew Kit Yern Marilyn and I were to be sisters. Forever.
I remember taking care of her growing up. I remember yelling for Mummy whenever Lyn tried to walk - or run, for that matter - and staying near her whenever she was playing with stuff. Looking at the old photos that I have, many many memories come flowing back. And I cherish those times.
Lyn entered Compassvale Primary, my alma mater, to my joy. Over the two years that we shared in the same school, I enjoyed the times I chuckled at her popularity among the boys in her class, chiding them silently for following Lyn around everywhere the canteen. I teased her and my classmate for having some kind of puppy love running between them, I ruffled her hair every day after school. I sensed she was growing up, into a young little girl.
I graduated from CVPS in 2004, going to St Nicks. This was when Lyn started aiming to "do as well as my Jiejie, to get in St Nicks also". She started excelling in subjects, especially doing very very well in Mathematics. Full marks and above-91s became more and more common. But me, as a girl with much passion in Chemistry and Biology, wanted her to do well in Science too. XD
Right now, Lyn's P5, and in the best class of her level. I am pretty certain she gets the same amount of phone calls, or even more, than me. Her friends look to her as a tutor, someone whom they can rely on for help in homework. Lyn's best subject still remains as Maths, and I'm proud of her for it. She's still aiming for SNGS.
Lyn, over these eleven years, has grown up. Especially in this past year, when I experienced her maturing ALOT, and basically growing up. And I want to continue being part of this young life. I have always dreamed of going out with Lyn, laughing and giggling, and sharing our deepest darkest secrets and crushes. I want to be the one she leans on and confides in during this adolescence period.
I'm ready to take on this new experience I will go through with my darling Lyn. I'm ready to lend her my shoulder when she's feeling down, and always be ready with a BIG HUG. I'm ready to be her KAOSHAN.
Lyn, even though you will inevitably be taller than me, but dont ever ever forget that you have this elder sister of yours that will ALWAYS be there for you.
Lyn Darling, I love you. <333 align="right">; the most adorable person in my life.
IT IS THE DAY WHERE MY DARLING LITTLE SISTER TURNS ELEVEN.
Okay. This is called HIGH. Haha. I'm happy cause my LYN DARLING has finally grown up. She's eleven this year, TODAY. As an elder sister, I'm super happy. It shows that she's going to be a teenager soon!
Lyn's one person (probably the only one) that I have watched, am watching and will watch grow up. And I'm really grateful that God has given me this precious little darling gift to take care of, dote upon and shower much much love on. Ever since Lyn was born, she's brought that joy, hope and happiness that I can never get from anyone else, cause she's my only sibling.
I remember the day Lyn was born, and I went to Gleneagles Hospital to see her. I remember asking my mum, "Mummy, is this my brother?" We had all expected a boy previously, and my mum told me that I would have a little brother, which is why I thought that she was a boy. When my mum replied me that she was a GIRL, I was pleasantly surprised. When her gaze caught mine, I knew, from that very day on, Chew Kit Yern Marilyn and I were to be sisters. Forever.
I remember taking care of her growing up. I remember yelling for Mummy whenever Lyn tried to walk - or run, for that matter - and staying near her whenever she was playing with stuff. Looking at the old photos that I have, many many memories come flowing back. And I cherish those times.
Lyn entered Compassvale Primary, my alma mater, to my joy. Over the two years that we shared in the same school, I enjoyed the times I chuckled at her popularity among the boys in her class, chiding them silently for following Lyn around everywhere the canteen. I teased her and my classmate for having some kind of puppy love running between them, I ruffled her hair every day after school. I sensed she was growing up, into a young little girl.
I graduated from CVPS in 2004, going to St Nicks. This was when Lyn started aiming to "do as well as my Jiejie, to get in St Nicks also". She started excelling in subjects, especially doing very very well in Mathematics. Full marks and above-91s became more and more common. But me, as a girl with much passion in Chemistry and Biology, wanted her to do well in Science too. XD
Right now, Lyn's P5, and in the best class of her level. I am pretty certain she gets the same amount of phone calls, or even more, than me. Her friends look to her as a tutor, someone whom they can rely on for help in homework. Lyn's best subject still remains as Maths, and I'm proud of her for it. She's still aiming for SNGS.
Lyn, over these eleven years, has grown up. Especially in this past year, when I experienced her maturing ALOT, and basically growing up. And I want to continue being part of this young life. I have always dreamed of going out with Lyn, laughing and giggling, and sharing our deepest darkest secrets and crushes. I want to be the one she leans on and confides in during this adolescence period.
I'm ready to take on this new experience I will go through with my darling Lyn. I'm ready to lend her my shoulder when she's feeling down, and always be ready with a BIG HUG. I'm ready to be her KAOSHAN.
Lyn, even though you will inevitably be taller than me, but dont ever ever forget that you have this elder sister of yours that will ALWAYS be there for you.
Lyn Darling, I love you. <333 align="right">; the most adorable person in my life.