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Sunday, August 26, 2007

expressed my feelings; 7:36 AM
Through it all I know
That God is in control
Like the Sun after the storm
His love comes shining through

Yes I know His love for me
Is greater than all of my trials
Like a child in His arms
He'll carry me through it all
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God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging.
-Psalm 46:1-3
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Dear God, I thank You for all the people who have helped me out of this state of mild depression that I was holing myself up in for the past few months. I thank You for Emily, Jessie and Auntie Pek Cheng, who prayed for me and gave me so much encouragement to pull myself out of depression.

I guess I really need all this kind of people around me to pray for me, show me love, give me a hug now and then, and tell me that they love me. XD I need alot of TLC. Cause my emotions arent really stable, and I can be so emotional and totally illogical at times.

I thank God for Emily, who encouraged me even though she didnt even know anything that was happening when I smsed her late at night after I broke down. And sharing that awesome Psalm with me. I think she only found out like the next day when I wrote her a letter to thank her. XD

I thank God for Jessie, Gerlene and all my JIEMEIs who have been going to church with me, and even though I dont really show it, but I'm really grateful for all of you. Cause you've really brightened up my weeks and made cell enjoyable for me.

Jessie prayed for me yesterday, and even though it was a short prayer, it really helped me alot. Cause she prayed that I will not give up, which hit me. I broke down cause I was so like stressed and almost wanted to give up already.

I thank God for Auntie Pek Cheng, who prayed for me today during Altar Call. Auntie Pek Cheng told me that God wanted to tell me that I'M NOT GUILTY. Which made me really cry cause of every single thing that has been happening.

OH MAN I LOVE ALL THESE PEOPLE.

I realise that I cannot live without all these fellow princesses of God, that I must have these people to survive.

Thank you God for sending them to care for me and help me in this time of need.

I'm alright now. XD

I'M NOT GUILTY.
DONT GIVE UP.

&enjoyment.

music in my life.



BIBLE verse.

Since you are precious and honoured in my sight, and because I love you, I will give men in exchange for you, and people in exchange for your life.
- Isaiah 43:4

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