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Sunday, August 5, 2007
expressed my feelings; 6:44 AM
The Potter's Hand
Beautiful Lord, wonderful Saviour
I know for sure
All of my days are
Held in Your hands
Crafted into Your perfect plan
You gently call me into Your presence
Guiding me by Your Holy Spirit
Teach me dear Lord
To live all of my life
Through Your eyes
I'm captured by Your holy calling
Set me apart
I know You're drawing me to Yourself
Lead me Lord, I pray
Take me, mould me
Use me, fill me
I give my life to the Potter's hand
Call me, guide me
Lead me, walk beside me
I give my life to the Potter's hand
----
Old but super touching song. XD
Okay. I shall blog about my dear group of friends cum sisters who have spent around 5 to 6 years with me. These people are none other than my gang of jiemei-men in Living Sanctuary Brethern Church!!!
We've been together since like P4, in the same JET class and all. And hanging out together in Teens. Even requesting to stay in the same cell. Basically we've been GROWING UP as a clique. And I'm really grateful for them. Cos it's them who never fail to make me smile when I'm bothered by school work or friendship problems. XD
So yeah, even though there have been some of our once-quite-big group who have left church and backslided, and we have been split into two different cells, but I guess our friendship has never really disappeared or faded before.
Now there are only about 6 to 7 (at most 9) of us left in this group of close friends, but we will still continue growing up, hanging out, doing stuff, together. I hope we will. XD
And even though I've kind of almost given up on you people before, but these few weeks and months I've been noticing that you're all getting back that FIRE we once had for God. Which I really want to see and pray for in our group.
Cause most likely you people will be my FRIENDS FOR LIFE. Growing up, then growing old together. That's the perfect friendship. And what I really want in my life.
So yeah. I really love you all. <33
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Second topic. Warning: Dont read this if you have the tendency to think of girls' school girls as boy-crazy.
I dont know why, but a few days ago I dreamt of (er) him.
And and that dream was like actually quite sweet, but when I woke up, and thought over it, I was like, "What?! So irresponsible! How could I have actually said 'yes'?!"
Okay that's what love can do to you. Or fantasizing can do to you.
So anyway, I'm starting to fantasize again.
ARGH STOP MELODY. STOP FANTASIZING. DONT EVEN START PLEASE.
If I make no sense, dont bother to even guess, okay. Cause I bet only GEZ knows. Okay not to mention Abby and Beryl. Yes that's it.
Emily Zhuwei Abby Beryl, I allow you to ask me about it tomorrow. Yes, I will tell you. I promise.
Ger, dont even think about asking me. I'll tell you of my own accord. XD
That's the good thing about being my bestie! XD
Please remind me not to fantasize okay? Thank you very much. XD
Beautiful Lord, wonderful Saviour
I know for sure
All of my days are
Held in Your hands
Crafted into Your perfect plan
You gently call me into Your presence
Guiding me by Your Holy Spirit
Teach me dear Lord
To live all of my life
Through Your eyes
I'm captured by Your holy calling
Set me apart
I know You're drawing me to Yourself
Lead me Lord, I pray
Take me, mould me
Use me, fill me
I give my life to the Potter's hand
Call me, guide me
Lead me, walk beside me
I give my life to the Potter's hand
----
Old but super touching song. XD
Okay. I shall blog about my dear group of friends cum sisters who have spent around 5 to 6 years with me. These people are none other than my gang of jiemei-men in Living Sanctuary Brethern Church!!!
We've been together since like P4, in the same JET class and all. And hanging out together in Teens. Even requesting to stay in the same cell. Basically we've been GROWING UP as a clique. And I'm really grateful for them. Cos it's them who never fail to make me smile when I'm bothered by school work or friendship problems. XD
So yeah, even though there have been some of our once-quite-big group who have left church and backslided, and we have been split into two different cells, but I guess our friendship has never really disappeared or faded before.
Now there are only about 6 to 7 (at most 9) of us left in this group of close friends, but we will still continue growing up, hanging out, doing stuff, together. I hope we will. XD
And even though I've kind of almost given up on you people before, but these few weeks and months I've been noticing that you're all getting back that FIRE we once had for God. Which I really want to see and pray for in our group.
Cause most likely you people will be my FRIENDS FOR LIFE. Growing up, then growing old together. That's the perfect friendship. And what I really want in my life.
So yeah. I really love you all. <33
----
Second topic. Warning: Dont read this if you have the tendency to think of girls' school girls as boy-crazy.
I dont know why, but a few days ago I dreamt of (er) him.
And and that dream was like actually quite sweet, but when I woke up, and thought over it, I was like, "What?! So irresponsible! How could I have actually said 'yes'?!"
Okay that's what love can do to you. Or fantasizing can do to you.
So anyway, I'm starting to fantasize again.
ARGH STOP MELODY. STOP FANTASIZING. DONT EVEN START PLEASE.
If I make no sense, dont bother to even guess, okay. Cause I bet only GEZ knows. Okay not to mention Abby and Beryl. Yes that's it.
Emily Zhuwei Abby Beryl, I allow you to ask me about it tomorrow. Yes, I will tell you. I promise.
Ger, dont even think about asking me. I'll tell you of my own accord. XD
That's the good thing about being my bestie! XD
Please remind me not to fantasize okay? Thank you very much. XD