Everything written here is entirely melody's thoughts and are not used as a weapon to break other people's hearts with words. I just enjoy being able to express my thoughts and feelings. Please do not take any of the words written here as critisizm towards anyone. Thank you, and enjoy reading!

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These are just my reflections of the past week. It has been a week of many tests, much thinking and nice results. XD

Well, firstly, I've been spending my recesses with Nat Phoon. And yeah, she's actually quite nice. And her thinking is pretty mature too. Even though there's like all these rumours being spread about her, but I'm kind of still getting to know her better, so I'm on neither side of the rumours.

So on Wednesday (or is it Tuesday), she told me during recess that her table partner (I shall not mention who) - one of the more popular people in 3W - told her that some of the popular people had seen Nat Phoon going recess with me. Which I think is not much of a big deal.

I mean, it's like why are they observing us so much? Scrutinising us? The discriminated people? From my used-to-it point of view, they're just waiting for some juicy thing that they can gossip about and spread more OH-SO-JUICY rumours. Which is like, whatever, fine.

I'm used to this kind of thing already, what with all the stuff since Sec One? I've learnt how to keep out of the lives of the popular people and just live my own life. With my own friends.

And I dont make friends or break friendships just because of rumours or discrimination against them. Rather, I would make friends with them cause I'm one of the discriminated too. And they're easier to talk to lah. You can just be yourself around them.

And I dont like people who break friendships with me cause they allegedly worry about their uprising popularity.

I have never liked popular people, and I dont really care about them. But you have to be alert about these people, and avoid them as much as you can. It's not that I'm cowardly, but rather I'm keeping myself out of more trouble.

Discrimination's horrible, but maybe for those people who spread those rumours, it's a kind of fun for them. SADISTIC.

Whatever. We're all living in the same cruel world. What we make of it, however, is a whole different story.

I chose to live my life as a optimistic, happy kid. And I'm living my life to the fullest right now.

Next thing. I was kind of curious, and went to google myself. Yes, I really went to google myself. And I found that my two previous blogs are like on the first two pages of the search results.

And the most startling thing - which I wasnt really startled by, and kind of expected - was the blogpost where I took some quiz. On both blogs.

So yes, I was thinking, why do people like to read so much about the dumb quizzes I take? And then spread even more rumours and gossip about me?

If you're taking so much interest in my private life, then okay, go ahead and ask me for my autograph. I DARE YOU.

So okay, another FINE to another thing.

Last thing. My results are slowly slowly going up! It really helps to listen in class and actually study and read up. But the thing is, if I listen, I dont really study for the test.

Okay I know people will want to chop off my head if I say this. But if you understand, what's there to study?!

And oh yes. I understand mole concept. Anyone feel like killing me now?

I'm always a phone call away if you want tuition. Or revision for that matter. I'm happy to help whenever I'm free. XD

However, this only applies to people whom I'm close to. XD

&enjoyment.