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Sunday, July 15, 2007
expressed my feelings; 3:34 AM
I’m giving you my heart, and all that is within
I lay it all down for the sake of you my King
I’m giving you my dreams, I’m laying down my rights
I’m giving up my pride for the promise of new life
And I surrender all to you, all to you
And I surrender all to you, all to you
I’m singing You this song, I’m waiting at the cross
And all the world holds dear, I count it all as loss
For the sake of knowing You for the glory of Your name
To know the lasting joy, even sharing in Your pain
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If any of you find this song familiar from my previous blogs, it is from there. I was deeply touched by God again today during worship by this song. I think it's my favourite song now. XD
The lyrics of this song give so so much meaning to me. Whenever I sing this song, I'll always feel like crying and letting everything out. It's just so meaningful to me.
I'm a girl that kind of lives on her dreams and aspirations. I'm that kind of person who dreams absurd dreams and actually believes they will come true. If you wanted me to just give up all my dreams and my pride and whatever that I have had for the past fourteen-coming-fifteen years of my life, it's almost impossible for me.
But this song tells me that God wants me to do this. He wants me to give everything I love and hope for up, to trust and put my faith in Him. God touched me with this song today once again, and reminded me that no matter what, He will always be there for me. And He will carry me through it all.
And this came at such a good time too. I've been laden down with so many burdens. I've not been laughing to my heart's content for very long. I've almost grown tired of life. God's telling me to cast all my burdens and problems on Him.
It's difficult, I know. But I believe, and I will pray, that God will help me to trust in Him wholeheartedly and surrender all to Him.
Uncle Daniel also sang this other song that was about standing in the gap and praying for our land. I was already on the brink of tears due to the previous song (see above), then this song made me burst out in tears. Silent tears. Cause this song just touched me all of a sudden.
I want to stand in the gap between God and our land. I want to intercede for all that have not been saved. I want to pray for my friends and classmates who have either backslided or have not yet felt the Glory of God.
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Dear Father Lord,
Thank You for giving me such a great environment to live in, and giving me such good friends that I can mix around with and be myself.
I pray that You will help me to be able to spread the gospel to my friends, especially Zhuwei, Jolyn Teo and many more, that they will experience Your goodness, and will come to know You. I pray that You will give me the spiritual boldness to tell them about You, and that You will give me the perseverance to reach out to them.
I also pray that You will help me bring those friends that have backslided away from You, back to You. I pray for Mandy, that You will bring her back to church and let her encounter You. I pray that You will give me the compassion to keep calling them and inviting them back to church.
I pray that You will bless all of my friends, all those who know me, that they will all do well in their studies and be able to fulfil what You have set in place for them.
I pray that You will help me to surrender my life to You. I pray that You will help me to give up my dreams, lay down my rights, give up my pride, so that I will be able to serve You.
I pray that You will teach me not to be fearful of the future, not to be fearful of what would happen to my life if I lay everything down before You. I pray that You will help me to understand that whatever You have planned for my life, is beneficial to me, and will not harm me.
In Jesus' Holy Name I pray,
Amen.
----
Oh yeah, people. I have gotten a song into my blog!
It's my current favourite S.H.E. song - Bie Shuo Dui Bu Qi. From their album, Encore. It's old, fine. But then I do have this knack for liking older songs. XD
Credits to princesstriangel.imeem.com for uploading the song! XD
I lay it all down for the sake of you my King
I’m giving you my dreams, I’m laying down my rights
I’m giving up my pride for the promise of new life
And I surrender all to you, all to you
And I surrender all to you, all to you
I’m singing You this song, I’m waiting at the cross
And all the world holds dear, I count it all as loss
For the sake of knowing You for the glory of Your name
To know the lasting joy, even sharing in Your pain
----
If any of you find this song familiar from my previous blogs, it is from there. I was deeply touched by God again today during worship by this song. I think it's my favourite song now. XD
The lyrics of this song give so so much meaning to me. Whenever I sing this song, I'll always feel like crying and letting everything out. It's just so meaningful to me.
I'm a girl that kind of lives on her dreams and aspirations. I'm that kind of person who dreams absurd dreams and actually believes they will come true. If you wanted me to just give up all my dreams and my pride and whatever that I have had for the past fourteen-coming-fifteen years of my life, it's almost impossible for me.
But this song tells me that God wants me to do this. He wants me to give everything I love and hope for up, to trust and put my faith in Him. God touched me with this song today once again, and reminded me that no matter what, He will always be there for me. And He will carry me through it all.
And this came at such a good time too. I've been laden down with so many burdens. I've not been laughing to my heart's content for very long. I've almost grown tired of life. God's telling me to cast all my burdens and problems on Him.
It's difficult, I know. But I believe, and I will pray, that God will help me to trust in Him wholeheartedly and surrender all to Him.
Uncle Daniel also sang this other song that was about standing in the gap and praying for our land. I was already on the brink of tears due to the previous song (see above), then this song made me burst out in tears. Silent tears. Cause this song just touched me all of a sudden.
I want to stand in the gap between God and our land. I want to intercede for all that have not been saved. I want to pray for my friends and classmates who have either backslided or have not yet felt the Glory of God.
----
Dear Father Lord,
Thank You for giving me such a great environment to live in, and giving me such good friends that I can mix around with and be myself.
I pray that You will help me to be able to spread the gospel to my friends, especially Zhuwei, Jolyn Teo and many more, that they will experience Your goodness, and will come to know You. I pray that You will give me the spiritual boldness to tell them about You, and that You will give me the perseverance to reach out to them.
I also pray that You will help me bring those friends that have backslided away from You, back to You. I pray for Mandy, that You will bring her back to church and let her encounter You. I pray that You will give me the compassion to keep calling them and inviting them back to church.
I pray that You will bless all of my friends, all those who know me, that they will all do well in their studies and be able to fulfil what You have set in place for them.
I pray that You will help me to surrender my life to You. I pray that You will help me to give up my dreams, lay down my rights, give up my pride, so that I will be able to serve You.
I pray that You will teach me not to be fearful of the future, not to be fearful of what would happen to my life if I lay everything down before You. I pray that You will help me to understand that whatever You have planned for my life, is beneficial to me, and will not harm me.
In Jesus' Holy Name I pray,
Amen.
----
Oh yeah, people. I have gotten a song into my blog!
It's my current favourite S.H.E. song - Bie Shuo Dui Bu Qi. From their album, Encore. It's old, fine. But then I do have this knack for liking older songs. XD
Credits to princesstriangel.imeem.com for uploading the song! XD