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This is like quite emo so just let me be first okay. I will talk about other stuff later.

Yep. So I cried. As in really cried. I cried out every single thing that has been hurting me for the past term. And it's not academic. I just cried cos yeah I was already crying. And I couldnt stop. So I cried even more loh. I guess everything was just weighing down so hard, and I already had spent so long trying to keep everything in... Thinking it would all go away if I stayed happy. Apparently not.

Anyway crying's actually quite relieving cos I felt much much better after I stopped. It's like all the problems in life, school, friends... Every single thing that I've forced myself to be optimistic about, the optimism just failed me. But now I'm really better, and I want to smile.

I shall return to being that OPTIMISTIC and SUMMERY girl that's random and lame and crappy. I shall return to being who I am. ME. This is me. Welcome to my world.

Okay. I shall stop being emo already. This has been an emo term.

MING TIAN HUI GENG HAO DE! (dont understand nevermind. XD)
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NOW THE HAPPINESS.

Went out with mummy yesterday! Window shopped. And ate alot. Cos whenever we go out, if it's not shopping, then it's eating! YAY. I got my PLAY magazine! The June one. The Fahrenheit cover one. XDD Oh yah, June's Play magazine has FOUR different covers! Fahrenheit, SHE, Tank and Angela Zhang, and Huan Huan Ai! (new show starring Mike He, Rainie Yang and Wang Chuan Yi!) Which is really alot cos usually there'll only be one or at most two. XD

Okay. Then went to STARBUCKS. Haha. Drank hot chocolate and ate eclair. Yes, I know I need to lose weight. Aww just let me enjoy first lah. I cried so badly the previous night okay. I need this kind of things to make me happyyyy!

Yep so bonding session with mummy over! XD Haha. XP And I must finish watching KO One Disc 7 and 8 by tomoro. Bonding session with GER on Thursday! (Yes I know. ANOTHER ONE.) I know I've been to her house countless times. And I still cant flush her toilet. XD

Okay I shall go back to my zuo wen lah. BYEEE.
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Yes I am done with my zuo wen! WHEEE. XDD

Okay now to ZHONGJIYIBAN! <33

Emily has camp.
Abby is busy.
Ger is busy. WATCHING TEEVEE.
Zhuwei. I dunno where's Zhuwei.

SIGH I'M BORED. ):

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&enjoyment.