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Wednesday, June 18, 2008
expressed my feelings; 1:05 AM
This is why FRENCH HORNS are the LOVE. <333
And oh, there were photos in which Yiinghuey and I were like pointing at each other and making faces, but I think the camera never managed to catch any of those, cause um, either someone was blocking or there was too much chaos. (:
SAKAE SUSHI THIS FRIDAY! ((:
Personally I've not eaten Sakae for a long long long time. (:
&enjoyment.
Monday, June 9, 2008
expressed my feelings; 11:06 PM
I've officially POPPED. According to Calida. (: It's not my fault that the acronym for Passing Out Parade is POP. >.<
POP was really good! Nothing too spectacular, just homely and sweet. Bonding with section! (: Also, I didnt cry, when I expected myself to. Oh well, I guess I'm growing up. (: Presents were really sweeeeeeet, I was really touched and all. (: Especially with all the photos and everything. Old old ancient photos that made me burst out laughing, and all the memories of everything I've done as part of SNSB's FRENCH HORN section. ((:
In addition, I felt a whole surge of pride, like one of a mother or elder sister, when SNSB's 2009 Band Major and Drum Major were announced. Even though I already knew about it so long before, but I guess the actual handover ceremony made me smile and cheer and give a standing ovation to my dear dear juniors. Both of you greatly deserve the posts, and I believe the whole YELLOW BATCH is sure that you two will do a really really good job in leading the band! (:
Chalet stayover was special, in a way. Eating KFC, horsing around, watching the SUNRISE, basking in the cool morning atmosphere, roasting marshmallows, comforting you, talking about FRH to you, being largely touched by all the presents, loving the horn tee, playing charades, playing TURTLE, learning bridge, doing so many things that made me feel like such a close part of the whole section. Basically, ULTIMATE BONDING.
Though POP wasnt perfect, it was good enough for both Weiling and I. I'm sure both of us, and all of you, had a really great time spending the night together. (: Sure, promises of future section outings were said, comforting and encouraging words exchanged, but I guess, all in all, we will stay together. No matter how far apart we are, how long we've not spoken, how long we've not met, I guess that when we finally do reunite again as HORN SECTION 2008, we will have the same amount of fun as we do now. (:
It's surreal, really, leaving band and horn playing. I've been in band all my life, and this is probably the only thing I've actually fallen deeply in love with, such that I'm feeling so many withdrawal symptoms now. I'm starting to think if I should join band again in JC. Most likely not. (:
These SEVEN YEARS of being in the band, playing the horn, FOUR of which were spent playing the FRENCH HORN, have been enormously fulfilling. I'll miss every single one of you. Every single one. <33
POP was really good! Nothing too spectacular, just homely and sweet. Bonding with section! (: Also, I didnt cry, when I expected myself to. Oh well, I guess I'm growing up. (: Presents were really sweeeeeeet, I was really touched and all. (: Especially with all the photos and everything. Old old ancient photos that made me burst out laughing, and all the memories of everything I've done as part of SNSB's FRENCH HORN section. ((:
In addition, I felt a whole surge of pride, like one of a mother or elder sister, when SNSB's 2009 Band Major and Drum Major were announced. Even though I already knew about it so long before, but I guess the actual handover ceremony made me smile and cheer and give a standing ovation to my dear dear juniors. Both of you greatly deserve the posts, and I believe the whole YELLOW BATCH is sure that you two will do a really really good job in leading the band! (:
Chalet stayover was special, in a way. Eating KFC, horsing around, watching the SUNRISE, basking in the cool morning atmosphere, roasting marshmallows, comforting you, talking about FRH to you, being largely touched by all the presents, loving the horn tee, playing charades, playing TURTLE, learning bridge, doing so many things that made me feel like such a close part of the whole section. Basically, ULTIMATE BONDING.
Though POP wasnt perfect, it was good enough for both Weiling and I. I'm sure both of us, and all of you, had a really great time spending the night together. (: Sure, promises of future section outings were said, comforting and encouraging words exchanged, but I guess, all in all, we will stay together. No matter how far apart we are, how long we've not spoken, how long we've not met, I guess that when we finally do reunite again as HORN SECTION 2008, we will have the same amount of fun as we do now. (:
It's surreal, really, leaving band and horn playing. I've been in band all my life, and this is probably the only thing I've actually fallen deeply in love with, such that I'm feeling so many withdrawal symptoms now. I'm starting to think if I should join band again in JC. Most likely not. (:
These SEVEN YEARS of being in the band, playing the horn, FOUR of which were spent playing the FRENCH HORN, have been enormously fulfilling. I'll miss every single one of you. Every single one. <33
&you people will always be the deepest love of my life. <3
&I LOVE FRENCH HORNS 2008! <33
&enjoyment.
Sunday, June 1, 2008
expressed my feelings; 2:19 AM
Okay. (:
I will OFFICIALLY be moving to cupsofmocha.lj AFTER POP. (: But ahh, I've already started blogging there. (: So yeah, just read there luh.
Last post will be on POP. That'll be my 88th post here in THENEXTRAINBOW.blogspot. (:
I love this blog. But I guess I have to move on to the next chapter in my life. (:
I will OFFICIALLY be moving to cupsofmocha.lj AFTER POP. (: But ahh, I've already started blogging there. (: So yeah, just read there luh.
Last post will be on POP. That'll be my 88th post here in THENEXTRAINBOW.blogspot. (:
I love this blog. But I guess I have to move on to the next chapter in my life. (:
&enjoyment.
Friday, May 23, 2008
expressed my feelings; 10:24 PM
Alright. Was back from band camp yesterday! (: Definitely fun, but not very memorable. :/
Last day of Term 2 on Thursday, but didnt feel like closure cause well, there's still two more weeks of lessons. And I'm as busy next week as I would be during a normal school week. Talk about having virtually no holidays. :/
Got back PPR. I'm satisfied with my current results, but still, I think and must do better. I can do it, I know. (: Sigh but most of my friends are like getting not very good grades, it's as if I'm like one of the better ones in class now. I admit I'm rather intelligent, but I still work hard to achieve my goal and yeah, sometimes I wonder if I'm really mugging too hard. But I'll still work very very hard and try not to slack so much. (:
JIAYOU.
I'm very grateful for certain people who I identify as worthy competitors in certain areas of my academic life. (: Like Calida, (yes I mentioned you again) I think she's a WORTHY COMPETITOR in areas like Chem and Bio! (: And Ger, who never ever fails to make me work harder in Maths. Even though I'm sure you dont really know it. (:
Band camp! (: Sec 3 Noms was fine, really. Yiing Huey and Elysia didnt really meet up to our (Weiling, Lijie, me) expectations for the playing though. ): I was expecting them to like blow the whole band away with their wonderful playing and sightreading skills. Jupiter Hymm is nice though, I shall go find the song someday soon. (:
But still, posts for the two of them are kind of decided already, so yeah, dont be so worried that you'll like not get the post that you want and all. Both of you are really competent and the seniors know you got potential to do your posts well. ((: Jiayou okay! (:
POP is coming really really soon, and I've a jumble of feelings towards it. It's MY POP, you know. I think I'd be rather sentimental and cry. )': Yet, I know that the Horn Blue bagde will be able to lead the section really well, and it wont like just DIE after Weiling and I leave. And there's still Lijie to watch over all of you! (: I'm kind of fang xin.
Actually, I'm most worried about my dear FOURTHHORNS, cause well, it'll just be the two of them now. Without me around to guide them anymore. ): I really hope and wish that you two will buck up and improve greatly, so that SYF next year will be a blast! (: I believe I've said this before, FOURTHHORNS are the bass of the section! We must support the rest of the section, even though sometimes we can be rather insignificant in the pieces. (: Jiayou! (:
Meet-the-parents was okay, Ms Lee said quite alot of nice stuff to my dad about me. (: And she told my dad that I'd most probably HALVE my current L1R5 by Os! Daddy was rather surprised and startled, I believe. (: Yeah, hopefully I will. (:
Right. I've got one last thing to announce, and that is,
I'll be moving to LJ. (:
It's been a really nice time blogging at THENEXTRAINBOW. (: I'll miss this blog.
I'll be moving as of after POP this year. Then I'd have spent ONE YEAR at this blog. (:
But I'll still be back to visit. (: This blog holds many many memories for me. (:
cupsofmocha.lj
Last day of Term 2 on Thursday, but didnt feel like closure cause well, there's still two more weeks of lessons. And I'm as busy next week as I would be during a normal school week. Talk about having virtually no holidays. :/
Got back PPR. I'm satisfied with my current results, but still, I think and must do better. I can do it, I know. (: Sigh but most of my friends are like getting not very good grades, it's as if I'm like one of the better ones in class now. I admit I'm rather intelligent, but I still work hard to achieve my goal and yeah, sometimes I wonder if I'm really mugging too hard. But I'll still work very very hard and try not to slack so much. (:
JIAYOU.
I'm very grateful for certain people who I identify as worthy competitors in certain areas of my academic life. (: Like Calida, (yes I mentioned you again) I think she's a WORTHY COMPETITOR in areas like Chem and Bio! (: And Ger, who never ever fails to make me work harder in Maths. Even though I'm sure you dont really know it. (:
Band camp! (: Sec 3 Noms was fine, really. Yiing Huey and Elysia didnt really meet up to our (Weiling, Lijie, me) expectations for the playing though. ): I was expecting them to like blow the whole band away with their wonderful playing and sightreading skills. Jupiter Hymm is nice though, I shall go find the song someday soon. (:
But still, posts for the two of them are kind of decided already, so yeah, dont be so worried that you'll like not get the post that you want and all. Both of you are really competent and the seniors know you got potential to do your posts well. ((: Jiayou okay! (:
POP is coming really really soon, and I've a jumble of feelings towards it. It's MY POP, you know. I think I'd be rather sentimental and cry. )': Yet, I know that the Horn Blue bagde will be able to lead the section really well, and it wont like just DIE after Weiling and I leave. And there's still Lijie to watch over all of you! (: I'm kind of fang xin.
Actually, I'm most worried about my dear FOURTHHORNS, cause well, it'll just be the two of them now. Without me around to guide them anymore. ): I really hope and wish that you two will buck up and improve greatly, so that SYF next year will be a blast! (: I believe I've said this before, FOURTHHORNS are the bass of the section! We must support the rest of the section, even though sometimes we can be rather insignificant in the pieces. (: Jiayou! (:
Meet-the-parents was okay, Ms Lee said quite alot of nice stuff to my dad about me. (: And she told my dad that I'd most probably HALVE my current L1R5 by Os! Daddy was rather surprised and startled, I believe. (: Yeah, hopefully I will. (:
Right. I've got one last thing to announce, and that is,
I'll be moving to LJ. (:
It's been a really nice time blogging at THENEXTRAINBOW. (: I'll miss this blog.
I'll be moving as of after POP this year. Then I'd have spent ONE YEAR at this blog. (:
But I'll still be back to visit. (: This blog holds many many memories for me. (:
cupsofmocha.lj
&enjoyment.
Monday, May 12, 2008
expressed my feelings; 7:24 AM
Actually, Ella's relationship, supposedly with gohkiatchun, is rather significant. Seeing how I'm ALWAYS game for some 八卦.
鸡婆度很高的我. (:
Yes, you're the only thing that's INSIGNIFICANT.
I dont even know how you managed to survive so many years in SN.
OMG, darn it. I'm being so freaking 八卦! I'm actually referring to a certain famous Bruneinese singer-actor using his real, birthcert name. That's the first time I've done that in writing. I usually just spout it out in front of Calida Chua.
And oh, DEATH NOTE is nice. (:
鸡婆度很高的我. (:
Yes, you're the only thing that's INSIGNIFICANT.
I dont even know how you managed to survive so many years in SN.
OMG, darn it. I'm being so freaking 八卦! I'm actually referring to a certain famous Bruneinese singer-actor using his real, birthcert name. That's the first time I've done that in writing. I usually just spout it out in front of Calida Chua.
And oh, DEATH NOTE is nice. (:
&enjoyment.
expressed my feelings; 7:08 AM
I seriously dont know what I'm doing now.
I should be either studying, getting ready to sleep, or doing something useful.
Instead, I'm sitting in front of the laptop, watching Youtube and blogging.
How wonderful.
I have a History test on Thursday, and a Bio SPA tomorrow.
I just slacked my whole weekend away without studying.
And yet I claim that I know the importance of O levels.
Someone should seriously knock some sense into my head.
I'm getting a C5 for my AMaths.
My first C since like, Term 2 or 3 last year.
And I got really pissed and irritated and annoyed with a certain someone today.
I kind of bet the whole class did.
She made my classmate, my friend CRY.
Wow.
Can you count it to be a personal attack?
Calling someone's family DYSFUNCTIONAL?
Well, literally-wise, in YOUR sense, it aint one.
But morally, SOCIALLY wise, it IS.
And you dont even get your Bible facts right.
And you claim to be a Catholic.
Wow. I'm amazed.
Plus, I'm utterly startled and amused.
ELLA CHEN JIA HUA ACTUALLY SAID SHE HAD A BOYFRIEND.
As in, her boyfriend was one of the male leads in one of the many drama serials she's acted in.
THEY WERE TOGETHER FOR ONE YEAR.
SHE WROTE A SONG ABOUT THEIR RELATIONSHIP, FOR HIM, AFTER THEIR BREAKUP.
So who's the most likely man?
WHO ELSE.
Yet he immediately says it aint him.
Hmm...
Well, truth will unveil itself someday.
If they were together at some point of time, it will all fall in place.
And I will wish them all the best.
Even though they've broken up, BUT STILL...
I believe love can be rekindled.
And I hope, wish their breakup was an amicable one. (:
A toast to them. <3
And that, that was my summary of the great insignificant things that happen in my life that I actually remember.
I'm talking about these few days.
Obviously, my being very super utterly disappointed with Stage Singapore counts as significant.
And so does my wasting of one hour on the Da Xiao Ai Chi episode featuring Rolling Love. ((:
I just so love oogling at Danson Tang. <3
Pardon me, but I think Jiro Wang's getting cuter and cuter. (:
I just hope I didnt drool.
Oh my, I think I'm in love.
With people I dont even know.
In Jamie's terms, know-KNOW. (:
I should be either studying, getting ready to sleep, or doing something useful.
Instead, I'm sitting in front of the laptop, watching Youtube and blogging.
How wonderful.
I have a History test on Thursday, and a Bio SPA tomorrow.
I just slacked my whole weekend away without studying.
And yet I claim that I know the importance of O levels.
Someone should seriously knock some sense into my head.
I'm getting a C5 for my AMaths.
My first C since like, Term 2 or 3 last year.
And I got really pissed and irritated and annoyed with a certain someone today.
I kind of bet the whole class did.
She made my classmate, my friend CRY.
Wow.
Can you count it to be a personal attack?
Calling someone's family DYSFUNCTIONAL?
Well, literally-wise, in YOUR sense, it aint one.
But morally, SOCIALLY wise, it IS.
And you dont even get your Bible facts right.
And you claim to be a Catholic.
Wow. I'm amazed.
Plus, I'm utterly startled and amused.
ELLA CHEN JIA HUA ACTUALLY SAID SHE HAD A BOYFRIEND.
As in, her boyfriend was one of the male leads in one of the many drama serials she's acted in.
THEY WERE TOGETHER FOR ONE YEAR.
SHE WROTE A SONG ABOUT THEIR RELATIONSHIP, FOR HIM, AFTER THEIR BREAKUP.
So who's the most likely man?
WHO ELSE.
Yet he immediately says it aint him.
Hmm...
Well, truth will unveil itself someday.
If they were together at some point of time, it will all fall in place.
And I will wish them all the best.
Even though they've broken up, BUT STILL...
I believe love can be rekindled.
And I hope, wish their breakup was an amicable one. (:
A toast to them. <3
And that, that was my summary of the great insignificant things that happen in my life that I actually remember.
I'm talking about these few days.
Obviously, my being very super utterly disappointed with Stage Singapore counts as significant.
And so does my wasting of one hour on the Da Xiao Ai Chi episode featuring Rolling Love. ((:
I just so love oogling at Danson Tang. <3
Pardon me, but I think Jiro Wang's getting cuter and cuter. (:
I just hope I didnt drool.
Oh my, I think I'm in love.
With people I dont even know.
In Jamie's terms, know-KNOW. (:
&enjoyment.
Monday, April 28, 2008
expressed my feelings; 5:06 AM
It's been a rather long time since I blogged here. (: And yeah, my life has been filled with much much excitement and a certain amount of stress. Well, I'm Sec Four. There's no escaping it. ):
Alright. I shall hence blog here about a motivational/inspirational workshop that all SN Sec Fours went through this past weekend! (: Though they highly stress that it aint a motivational workshop, but I really cant help but be motivated.
Through all the fun energisers and games and group work and presentations, I've learnt much about myself, the way I learn and many many other IMPORTANT things with respect to my preparation for the upcoming O LEVELS. (: Oh, and the constant bullying by qlishadine, especially CALIDACHUA. ): Calvin Chen is MIGHTY FINE, alright. ((:
Some stuff I've learnt about MYSELF is that I'm an I-PERSONALITY person! Haha. (: Which means that I'm inspiring, influential, and alot of other nice things I love to hear. (: Okay, but I'm rather S-personality too, which means I'm quite stable, steady, POM PEE PEE. (: As in, yeah. I think those who went know what I'm talking about. (:
And that is exactly why I pay CalidaChua that many compliments. Cause I know she needs them as much as I do. IT'S TIME YOU RETURN ME SOME. (: Dont think just because you have a rather strong DOMINEERING personality means you can not return my compliments. You have to learn how to pay people compliments, you. Coach Yvonne said so. (:
Oh yeah, I'm also an AUDIOTORY learner, and I have a BALANCED brain! ((: Which means I have to pay loads loads loads of attention in class. Thus, Jamie and Shu Jie, when I say I'm paying attention, I'm REALLY paying attention. I need to. (:
Also, something that really really shocked/startled/surprised/left me speechless was the GREAT fact that DCZF has the exact same birthday as Calidaaaa! (: When she first told me on Friday night I went speechless for about 5 to 10 seconds, then I burst out into HILARIOUS LAUGHTER. XD She went bonkers i.e. hyperventilated.
And I believe she still is hyperventilating. Oh, and the realisation that DCZF's Mandarin name is so freaking HILARIOUS is another GREAT thing to laugh about. Sweet. (:
So, this is about it. My past weekend. (: See this is exactly what keeps me from NOT getting ultimately stressed. (:
Oh dear. What homework is there tonight? :/
Alright. I shall hence blog here about a motivational/inspirational workshop that all SN Sec Fours went through this past weekend! (: Though they highly stress that it aint a motivational workshop, but I really cant help but be motivated.
Through all the fun energisers and games and group work and presentations, I've learnt much about myself, the way I learn and many many other IMPORTANT things with respect to my preparation for the upcoming O LEVELS. (: Oh, and the constant bullying by qlishadine, especially CALIDACHUA. ): Calvin Chen is MIGHTY FINE, alright. ((:
Some stuff I've learnt about MYSELF is that I'm an I-PERSONALITY person! Haha. (: Which means that I'm inspiring, influential, and alot of other nice things I love to hear. (: Okay, but I'm rather S-personality too, which means I'm quite stable, steady, POM PEE PEE. (: As in, yeah. I think those who went know what I'm talking about. (:
And that is exactly why I pay CalidaChua that many compliments. Cause I know she needs them as much as I do. IT'S TIME YOU RETURN ME SOME. (: Dont think just because you have a rather strong DOMINEERING personality means you can not return my compliments. You have to learn how to pay people compliments, you. Coach Yvonne said so. (:
Oh yeah, I'm also an AUDIOTORY learner, and I have a BALANCED brain! ((: Which means I have to pay loads loads loads of attention in class. Thus, Jamie and Shu Jie, when I say I'm paying attention, I'm REALLY paying attention. I need to. (:
Also, something that really really shocked/startled/surprised/left me speechless was the GREAT fact that DCZF has the exact same birthday as Calidaaaa! (: When she first told me on Friday night I went speechless for about 5 to 10 seconds, then I burst out into HILARIOUS LAUGHTER. XD She went bonkers i.e. hyperventilated.
And I believe she still is hyperventilating. Oh, and the realisation that DCZF's Mandarin name is so freaking HILARIOUS is another GREAT thing to laugh about. Sweet. (:
So, this is about it. My past weekend. (: See this is exactly what keeps me from NOT getting ultimately stressed. (:
Oh dear. What homework is there tonight? :/